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    I had a rough time falling asleep last night again, but I wasn't as stressed which is good. I feel hopeful that the new meds will help me and i'm looking forward to the day that my back pain will be less. Today I went to physiotherapy, long story short he is very suspicious of my internal anatomy and it may be causing my pain and also be related to my infertility and miscarriage. There is another specialist in the same clinic that he is referring me to that deals with this internal sort of thing, people after surgery, pregnancy, etc and she will be looking for any causes that can be helped. I see her in 4 weeks as she's very booked up. It gave me some hope that my pain may be alleviated soon, and maybe a miracle will come after that.
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    my oldest dss 'told' dh on sunday that she is moving in with us next month, with her dog. Oh well, one positive is that she makes the other two kids help out around the house (they don't have set chores and are 'reluctant' to help) spoiled that way.....

    I could use some help thats for sure.

    I took my temp but the time i'm taking it varies over two hours each day so its not accurate. I can't really follow the chart. Im sure i've o'd already though.

    This week i've enjoyed planting my first garden. Dh made me a second cedar planter box. I have 4 tomato plants, two zuchinni's, two pots of strawberries, chili's, red peppers, carrots, thyme, basil, dill, and parsley. I stlil have beets to plant and more carrots. DH wants to plant some sunflowers by the fence, not sure if I want that. I planted two new flowers in my front garden too.

    It has been very theraputic working in the garden.
    I'm taking my prescription every day, getting a bit of upset stomach from it and hot flashes, nothing horrible though.
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    this week so far i've had no energy and just want to sit on the couch and watch tv snuggling my dog. I did manage to get up for a little bit and do a load of dishes or cook dinner but thats it. Don't know why i'm feeling like this, i've read that my prescription can make you feel a bit depressed in the beginning before working so i'm not getting too worried. I have been feeling less anxious which is good. The sun just came out so dh and I are going to walk the dog, then i'll plant the flowers we got yesterday.

    I wish I was working in my diet better, its not going well

    We have two fun couples coming for dinner on Sunday. I'll be excited to get to know them better. Of course this means we have to clean the house.... nothing like a deadline.
    I'm making roast pork loin with garlic and rosemary, and not sure what else.
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    dh invited another couple so we will have a full house tomorrow. I"m excited. Just talked to mum about how to make the chicken I hope she enjoys that I call her (pretty sure she does)

    I'm making mandarin orange/ginger chicken and the pork roast. Now if I could just clean the deck nice and make it cozy for our guests. IT still looks like a bachelors pad in here. OH well. AT LEAst there is lots of food and wine

    I woke up to dsd getting ready for work by 6am and i just snoozed on and off till 8 so I NEver temped today. Can't help but always get excited at the possibility of getting a bfp at this stage in my cycle. I still have hope every month.
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    our party was awesome!!!!!!!!!!! it was even warm enough that we ate on the deck, then we brought out blanets so we could sit and drink outside. Dinner was ok and it was just so much fun. Got to know some people better and made new friends. We hope to do it every few weeks, get some friends.

    I forgot to take my meds two days in a row. Oh well.

    My temps are really high and today I tested.... bfn. whatever.
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    September 11 ER 10 eggs=No eggs fertilized, rescue ICSI failed
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    I have a cold/flu bug. I regret that I offered to go to my bff's on the island and help her move. I'm going over this afternoon. Before that I offered to make some lasagne for another family in our congregation who are moving this weekend too. At least I got the sauce made yesterday so I just have to 'build' them now.
    Oh and my temp dove this morning.... i've got mild cramps. I just realized that with the way i'm feeling right now about getting another bfp maybe I should prevent ttc just to take the pressure off for a month or two. I might just do that.

    My other bff called yesterday......... she's pregnant. I'm thrilled for her. She ttc for over 5 years and a m/c before having her dd who is 3 1/2. They started ttc right after her too so this is a miracle baby. She was so sad for me but i was fine. That is till the evening when I felt like crap and it just reminds me that its still not my turn.

    Gotta go take my happy pill
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    I ended up not going over to the island, just too sick. Today i'm going over though and i'm feeling better. Now the cramps have started.

    I spent the morning watering my garden and lawn gotta make sure it lasts a warm weekend till I get back

    Hope to catch some sun with my bff's kids this weekend, and hope i'm feeling much better soon.
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    Stims August 29 Repronex 150
    September 11 ER 10 eggs=No eggs fertilized, rescue ICSI failed
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    I'm still at bff's. She has a beautiful new home. I was feeling a bit better and took her kids swimming on saturday. We managed to kill over 5 hours and bff was grateful to have them out of her hair. I woke up sunday a bit worse all over again. I'm not that bad but its a bad headcold. Sigh. I'm enjoying the quiet morning here, tomorrow she's gonna try and take the day off so we can putter around the house getting it more settled in and then i'll go home. I should be outside in the sun, just not up to it.

    Af is on her way out thank goodness. I'm not obsessing about this month but when I do think about ttc i'm thinking of preventing this month, its not going to work anyways and that would take the pressure off me at test time.

    Its neverending.
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    BCP for IVF August 1
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    Stims August 29 Repronex 150
    September 11 ER 10 eggs=No eggs fertilized, rescue ICSI failed
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    so I know this is crazy, but .... the other night I thought hmmmm, how will I ever get my 'surprise' if I stop ttc, so that notion of taking it easy is gone already

    I know i'm nuts. It helped me get thru af though, taking the pressure off myself.
    I'm home and its a nice sunny day. Took pup to the dog park and got some books from the library.

    I weighed myself and oops, i've gained two lbs... from my top weight. I got some veggies to make a stirfry for dinner. Gotta get on plan here. This is nuts. I had to wear a tank top swimming on the weekend because I couldn't be seen in my bathing suit I looked so bad falling out every possible place.

    Now where is that cold beer
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    TTC since Feb 06 6 IUI, 4 rounds clomid, 3 rounds of injections, ultrasounds, HSG, Laproscopy, Hysteroscopy, Naturopathic Dr, tcm and acupuncture= BFN
    Natural BFP = m/c May 07 @ 6W6D
    BCP for IVF August 1
    Synarel August 15
    Stims August 29 Repronex 150
    September 11 ER 10 eggs=No eggs fertilized, rescue ICSI failed
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    what a gorgeous weekend so far. Yesterday dh and I attacked two of our three storage rooms outside. one is not enclosed, just a covered area for the garden stuff and lawn mower etc... it was dirty. So that is all nice and swept out and reorganized. The second one had lots of boxes of just my 'stuff' IE kindergarten drawings, cd's and cassette tapes (Linear, "sending all my love" remember that song??? I found the cassette single

    I went thru tons of clothes too, and finally was ready to say goodbye to two garbage bags of them. (will give away/donate)
    We have one more room to go thru still.

    Oh and I planted more carrots yesterday, transplanted a bunch of things into larger pots. It was fun.

    We will be doing more this afternoon too.
    For dinner i'm making homemade turkey/moose burgers. Can't wait.
    http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/105fd1
    TTC since Feb 06 6 IUI, 4 rounds clomid, 3 rounds of injections, ultrasounds, HSG, Laproscopy, Hysteroscopy, Naturopathic Dr, tcm and acupuncture= BFN
    Natural BFP = m/c May 07 @ 6W6D
    BCP for IVF August 1
    Synarel August 15
    Stims August 29 Repronex 150
    September 11 ER 10 eggs=No eggs fertilized, rescue ICSI failed
    my journal: http://www.pregnancy.org/bulletinboa...ad.php?t=14537

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