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    Wed night, DSD ended up throwing up every 30 min all night long. I took her to the walk in clinic and had them give her a gravol injection. It didnt work. While I was a to work, Dh took her to emergency and got her in line. I rushed over (this is the second time she's gone in less than a week with dehydration) they were still waiting. It took almost two hours to get her into the dr. They got her a bed and started an IV. She had a migrane..... long story short I was with her from 2:45 to 10:15 pm. Thank goodness for canadian medical, it was all free. They gave her a few bags of IV, pain meds and antibiotics, chest xray, blood/urine work. She seems "ok" just a bad combo of virus that got better/worse/better/worse and strong antibiotics hurt her stomach so they put her on lighter ones.... she's much better now. I'm so tired though...

    I o'd later this month maybe because of it and as I had a bad cold last week too. I got a pos opk on Friday, at least we caught the timing. Still taking my vitamins and prenatal. I'm getting my hopes up on this month.

    Our 2nd anniversary is coming up soon. I feel like we have lots to celebrate this year. Last year was still tough with the oldest dsd moving away, working out "things".... etc. We have moved on alot in the past few months. He's getting more excited about gifts this time, last year he didnt really plan anything. This year he's beaming "i got you this many gifts already, only a few more to go...." Funny... I've only got one gift so far.

    In our family, we exchange gifts only on anniversary, and visits with out of town family so this is a big gift exchange time for us. Better get on ticketmaster....LOL
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    Hope everyone is having a good week. My family is getting better and healthier. What a relief. I just realized though that I totally forgot about my DSS's eye appt this morning that I was supposed to take him too. DH forgot too so i'm sitting here and DSS is at school. ITs too late , we missed it. Man I feel like a ninny. SIGH. I forget so often, where's my keys/purse/head lol


    Wish it was a sign..... but its just me.
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    I spent half the day online looking for a gift for dh. This weekend is our 2 year anniversary. I'm thinking football or hockey tix. I found both, just deciding how much to pay and when. We have an exciting few weekends planned. The kids have plans with friends so we are going to a nice dinner at a fancy steakhouse in downtown vancouver called GOTHAM. That is Sat night. Then we are meeting some friends for drinks while there. Sun is up to me, i'm hoping its a nice day for a walk around the harbor and I have always wanted to take him to a certain restaurant in Vancouver. This will be my pic so we might do that. Monday we are taking the kids out for our anniversary dinner. We work all week, then just me and DH are driving to Seattle to spend sat night. Sun we are going to a Sehawks game!!!!! Dh works with someone who has season tix right down front like 4th row or something!!! I can't wait. I love the crowds. So either i'll be drinking gingerale or beer.... I sure hope I don't have af while there.
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    Well Ladies, looks like it was my turn for an exciting weekend Tomorrow is my second anniversary and last year we didnt do much since DH had been out of work etc. This year we planned on making up for it, and to really celebrate where we are in our relationship after some struggles that we fought thru.

    It all started friday with me coming home from work and DH saying "our weekend starts tonight, we will go out for a drink, pick up a few things we need and then come home to watch a movie. Sounded awesome to me. So we went out, came home and i walk into a house with 14 of my friends saying surprise! To be honest it took me a few seconds to process what was going on. I actually thought in that instance "this must be what its like for a surprise baby shower" ????? DH got me so good, I never even suspected a thing. I LOVED it. Everyone brought a bottle of wine, there was appys and we had a great time visiting. I was really impressed!!! I've never had a surprise party for me in my life.

    The Saturday we dressed up a little and went downtown for dinner at Gotham, a famous steak house. I had the waiter give DH some surprises thru the night. With our salad he served DH his plate and under it was an envelope. He didnt realize it was there until after the course. In it was a pair of hockey tickets. Then before dessert he gave DH "the bill" folder. DH opens it up an there was no bill, just another envelope... a second set of tickets. Then we had dessert and I gave him my card. In it was a "raincheck" (because I dont have the tix yet) for a pair of tickets to a monday night football game in Seattle, his fav team of all time will be there. He was so surprised

    He gave me a cool new watch, beautiful sweater/cardigan, two more settings of my dishes, two bra and panty sets, a special bottle of wine, boquet of long stemmed roses, and next weekend we are spending the night in Seattle by ourselves and going to a football game on Sunday.

    Safe to say I was happily surprised with everything!

    Tomorrow we are going out for dinner for our "family anniversary". This will be a hard anniversary to beat!
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    We had a nice dinner at Montana's that night. Yesterday I got home and dh says "go upstairs, get changed into somthing comfy and you can have the computer" Sounded good to me so up I went, there was a gift bag on the bed. I got one more present! A new Vancouver Canucks Jersey with #16 and Linden on the back! Perfect, now I have something to wear at the games
    He got that player because it was mine and my late grandma's fav player. Grandma used to watch all of the hockey games and bet two bits with my grandpa but she always got to pick the canucks, pop had whoever they were playing LOL. (grandma wore the pants)

    I also took a peek at my hpt from the morning and saw a definate line.... only 10 hours too late. lol It still got my hopes up I even retested last night at bed time. Then I went back to look at the original and hmmmm, no evap line anymore???? I must have halucinated it. This mornings hpt is snow white

    I had symptoms this month. Darn body getting my hopes up, I'm really let down again.
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    Natural BFP = m/c May 07 @ 6W6D
    BCP for IVF August 1
    Synarel August 15
    Stims August 29 Repronex 150
    September 11 ER 10 eggs=No eggs fertilized, rescue ICSI failed
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    Its 12dpo, my bb have grown huge, I have two big pimples on my chin, what else could it be????? I got a BFN today. When I was pregnant I got a pos at 12dpo and the bloodtest that day said my beta was between 7 and 11. Today NEGATIVE.... I guess that means im' not pregnant. I just keep testing but after today its obvious this cycle is another bust. I was hoping for an anniversary baby. Sigh. Am I really moving on to August for a possible due date????? Thats the second half of next year, that means at this rate I might not even have a 2008 baby. Time goes by and nothing is happening. I keep putting off seeing the RE because i'm scared of what he will want to do next. I dont think clomid is the thing for me. But others have it worse.... a lady I know, her DD has been ttc for 3 years, had three misscarriages and one stillborn. The dr's are not checking for much saying she's "fine". They are so frusterated and devistated. Just not fair.

    I'm trying to get caught up at work so that I can plan a visit to see my parents. They live about 900 km from me so its a big effort to get there. I might cash in some points to get a free flight, but if its too late i'll just drive. Better get on the net searching for flights lol
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    BCP for IVF August 1
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    I booked my flight !!!!!! I'm going up to see my parents next wednesday. Mom is excited, I didnt realize it but dh told me last night that its been over two years since i've been there. Last time I took dh and he asked them for permission to marry me

    I look at my ticker and it seems exciting but I keep getting neg tests. Yesterday's was snow white, not even an evap. I totally feel like this month could be it. My boobies are huge and sensitive, my face is breaking out and not much cramps yet though af is due tomorrow. I poas today but its waiting upstairs for me. I know what the answer will be and I'm putting it off for a bit.

    I called the RE yesterday and i'm going in for a followup visit when I get back. I'm nervous.... nervous as to what he will say is plan b for us. Or plan c I guess. Plan a was ttc naturally, then on to IUI and clomid. Sigh. I'm glad im going though, enough time has passed without a bfp for me to know i've given it a fair try naturally.

    Tomorrow dh and I are going to Seattle, i'm so excited but every time we go there I get af. GRRRRRR thats what advil and beer is for right?
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    So I went upstairs and there was no line.... but held at an angle I could see a shadow. I wasn't sure if it was from the plastic cover on the test or what. Here's a copy of my posts on the bb and ttc 0-12:

    Well ladies, i'm a confessed poas addict, and with Kirsteens fab opk's and my new supply of $tree tests i'm getting very obsessed this cycle. This month I took my supplements faithfully (red clover, vitex, vit E and C, prenats) (thats what got me my first bfp)

    I didnt temp around O time, but I did get a pos opk. I'm guessing I O'd the next day but who knows. Anyways i'm getting totally bfn, even yesterday. But todays had no line but a 'shadow" thats the best I can describe. (ok it was almost imagined) SO I went to the walk in clinic and asked for a beta, he said yes but made me piac. I told him it would prob come neg as its not fmu.... he made me. So I did, he said 'so you got a neg today? I said ya, maybe a little line, he said "I SEE A LIGHT SHADOW LINE" omg

    I got my blood taken and hopefully will get the results before going away tomorrow at lunch. I'm getting excited ladies. My body is telling me there is hope, but at 13dpo why are my tests neg?????

    Probably because im not pregnant, but hey i'm insane from ttc for so long.

    I"m so excited, please catch me when I fall.
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    TTC since Feb 06 6 IUI, 4 rounds clomid, 3 rounds of injections, ultrasounds, HSG, Laproscopy, Hysteroscopy, Naturopathic Dr, tcm and acupuncture= BFN
    Natural BFP = m/c May 07 @ 6W6D
    BCP for IVF August 1
    Synarel August 15
    Stims August 29 Repronex 150
    September 11 ER 10 eggs=No eggs fertilized, rescue ICSI failed
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    after dreaming all night of seeing two pink lines right away I took a digital test with my husband waiting to let me know what it said. BFN. Its 11 and i'm getting cramps. I don't have the results yet, they don't tell u on the phone I have to go in so i'll stop by on our way out of town. I'll be back tomorrow night. Now i'd better go pack some tampons and my pain medication. And kleenex for a good cry.

    This month my dh was convinced I was pregnant, my body is such a letdown.
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    TTC since Feb 06 6 IUI, 4 rounds clomid, 3 rounds of injections, ultrasounds, HSG, Laproscopy, Hysteroscopy, Naturopathic Dr, tcm and acupuncture= BFN
    Natural BFP = m/c May 07 @ 6W6D
    BCP for IVF August 1
    Synarel August 15
    Stims August 29 Repronex 150
    September 11 ER 10 eggs=No eggs fertilized, rescue ICSI failed
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    I went to the clinic on our way out of town and asked if my lab results were in, if so i'd like to see the dr. She gets my file and opens it on her desk. I"m leaning over and I can see it for myself.... my beta is 30!!!!!!!!! i'm holding my breath, and she says all confused "when did you have your test done?" I said yesterday. OH we dont have that back yet, not till monday, all i have is a test done in april.........


    I walked down the street crying, on my way to the bank where dh was meeting me. The cramps got progressively worse in the next hour I couldn't take it. I had to take my prescription pills. When I got to Seattle and checked into the hotel AF came right on time. Nice way to ruin a weekend away with no kids and spoil our hotel sex. I was upset too. But we had a nice relaxing time away, a second honeymoon. We went to a Seahawks game, 4th row!!! I missed most of the game, I loved just watching the crowd and cheerleaders etc. It was fun. And it didnt rain on us during the game, just before and after.

    I work all day tomorrow late and then I"m flying to see my parents. Mom is already planning dinners diet? what diet. FOrget it. I'm having mom's cooking

    Sigh, wth is wrong with my body? I give it vitamins, have sex several times around O time, I know i'm O'g but I don't get pregnant. Yet women have sex 5 days before O and oops, i'm pregnant. shaking my head.
    http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/105fd1
    TTC since Feb 06 6 IUI, 4 rounds clomid, 3 rounds of injections, ultrasounds, HSG, Laproscopy, Hysteroscopy, Naturopathic Dr, tcm and acupuncture= BFN
    Natural BFP = m/c May 07 @ 6W6D
    BCP for IVF August 1
    Synarel August 15
    Stims August 29 Repronex 150
    September 11 ER 10 eggs=No eggs fertilized, rescue ICSI failed
    my journal: http://www.pregnancy.org/bulletinboa...ad.php?t=14537

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