I haven't written anything because nothing is going on.. baby making anyways. My period was an odd one but it's over and we're back on track. I've been trying to figure out this temping stuff.
I do a home business called Tastefully Simple and I have been SO stressing over it! The girls who signed up under me are rocking and I am barely making my quota--much due to the fact that I still don't know many people here. I just need that break I think! But it's stressful when it doesn't have to be.
Reese has been very difficult lately. I know he's 4 and he's a boy but he's SO defiant...not to his teachers. Only to us. I have no clue what to do. All I can think about is how can we have another baby when I'm not even raising this one right!
I haven't written because sadly there's nothing to write about I don't know how people stay sane trying for babies for such a period of time. 7 months and I'm seriously emotionally exhausted!!! Tomorrow will be day 31 of my cycle but who the heck knows if I'm late or not since last month, my cycle was 41 days! Before that, 28days like clockwork. But I did test this morning and bfn. Maybe it's a blessing in disguise that my kids have been terrors lately so it keeps my mind off wanting another one so bad.
And then last night my husband tells me he would be fine if we didn't have one.. he's cool either way. WTF?!? Because of him, I've been trying so hard!!! I would have given up months ago and just went with the flo but I thought he was the one that really wanted to keep working at it.
I had the flu last week something bad-like it was awful. That's probably throwing me off too.