Tara's TTC #3

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Tara's TTC #3

Hi I'm Tara and I'm going to start this journal on my TTC #3 journey

INTRO

About me: Tara-31 DH Doug-31

Alanna=7
Hannah=1

Alanna is from a previous relationship and I had no problems concieving her

Hannah is the only child from my DH and myself
we had tried for 2+ years before getting help with fertility treatments
we had several failed IUI's until we did IFV/ICSI and she was "created"

I'm very irregular and sometimes don't even ovulate on my own
and DH had at the time low sperm count althought its improving due to change in job Smile

We were blessed to get pregnant on our own two times since Hannah was born but unfortunaltley both ended in m/c

anyway we are ready to move on and try again so thats why I'm doing a journal to keep track of stuff and put down my feelings Smile

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Provera day 1
10-01-07

Sometimes I don't have to take the whole 10 days
last time I started AF on day 4 so we shall see Smile

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Provera Day 2
10-02-07

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Provera day 3
10-03-07

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Provera day 4
10-04-07

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Provera day 5
10-05-07

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Provera day 6
10-06-06

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Provera day 7
10-07-07

uggh only 3 more days left
I'm getting crampy, bloated, boobs hurt, and witchy
only 3 more days left

I wasn't lucky this time around--figures--
oh well only 3 more days--did I mention that already?

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Provera day 8
10-08-07

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Provera day 9
10-09-07

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Provera day 10!!
10-10-07

HECK YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Last flipping day of provera

come on AF so we can get the show on the road

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OMG!!! I've got a headache

Ooucccccchhhhhhh just another reason why I hate taking this shit

:((((((((((:(:(:(:(::(:(:(((((((((((((((((

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still here nothing to report today--so far--

no more headache thank goodness
I need to go out and get some OPKs and pre-seed Smile

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oh miss witchy poo where the heck are you?

slightly cramping so maybe soon?

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woohooo!!!! its CD 1

finally
I must admit I was beginning to worry its been 5 days since my last provera
I was just telling this to DH last night and poof the wicked witch of the midwest shows up Wink

now I have cramps Sad

oh well it comes with the territory I suppose

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cramps
bloating
bleck!!

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CD #2!!

crampy
bloated
and bleeding heavy
lets hope this crap doesn't last to long

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CD #3

starting soy tonight actually just took 120mg so we'll see how this works
also have tons of yams waiting to be cooked up this weekend

can't hurt dang it I'm trying anything
I wants me a little bun in the oven Wink

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CD # 4
still taking soy at night and having no problems
so far so good Smile

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CD #5

sorry I"ve been working thats why I missed putting the days on here

still taking the soy at night
tonight will be the third night of taking it

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6

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#7

last night of soy

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#8

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CD #9
ok I think I'm caught up

todays date 10-23-07
nothing going on

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CD #10

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CD#11

chilling out nothin going on--yet but it may be starting soon hmmm is it the soy?
I've heard it can make you ovulate early guess only time will tell

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Cd #12

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cd # 13

and no signs of ovulation

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CD #14

nothing going on today either GRRR

although AF lasted longer this time so we'll see

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CD #15

I don't even think I've ovulated yet
and hell maybe I won't this month--go fing figure

I'm not gonna call it quits yet my body is the strangest thing on this planet so ya just never know

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CD #16

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I feel like this is never going to happen
I feel like I'm never gonna get pregnant or have another baby again Sad

I want this so bad RIGHT NOW I'm to impatient to wait

I love my girls so much and I'm happy and blessed with what I have of course but I also want another one
there's no limit on love no matter how many children a person wants or haves

I hope this is my month I'd love to have a little firecracker but if not *sigh* I'll keep trying and hoping and praying for a miracle

our insurance sucks ass right now and we can't afford to do any more fertility meds or even see the RE again-thats why I hope it happens..........

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10-31-07

Cd# 17

CM Wink

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CD # 18

CM Wink

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CD # 19

score on free samples of pre-seed at the pharmacy!!
well it seems as though I've *hopefully* already Od
CM declining--however we will be BD again tonight with the pre-seed and maybe tomorrow too Smile

I don't want to give up yet
oh and I also went to the $ store and bought 4 pregnancy test so I'm ready to go!!!

lets hope one of those tests is a positive Wink

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CD #20

well the CM is all gone and I'm now in the 2WW
how exciting!!

I hope all this BD and pre-seed does its stuff and one of those tests under the sink come up positive

if not I'll keep trying Smile

so I guess I'll test on the 15,16 or 17
I decided to make a testing ticker so I can remember Wink

this wait is gonna drive my nuts

fingers crossed that I get pregnant
I'd love a july baby Smile

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well I put a countdown in my ticker
did I say that already?

anyway I think its on a week til testing
I don't know if this is my month or not
I'll lean towards the not cause I just know how screwed up my reproductive organs are Sad

anyway I think if this is not my month I'll try to chart and temp and all that crazy stuff
I'm just not the best at temping every morning because I don't get up at the same time every morning
nor do I want to wake up at 5:30 am every morning when I DON'T have to work

anyway we'll see
no symptoms other then slightly sore boobs early am but thats nothing new for me

waiting......................

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oh no!!!!
I think I may have seen a tinge of pink/brown on the toiletpaper Sad

wierd because I hardly EVER get my period on my own
but it would figure since we're trying it'll come on it own now

oh well
it'll be ok I'm gonna try to start temping

I read TCOYF again! last night and I think I'm gonna follow it more closly
yes even checking my cervix so we'll see

maybe I O'd late and its implantation spotting
only one could hope Smile

we
shall
see
what
takes
place
in
a
day
or
two
Smile

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well I'm pretty sure I'm getting ready to start
I have brown discharge today and cramping Sad

I'm so sad
I was hoping for a miracle that just isn't gonna happen

I'm gonna keep on keeping on
I'll chart and temp and check and hopefully next month will be my month

I want so bad to have another one I just know its really hard for my Dh and I and we just don't have the money to go thru IVF again Sad

Keep trying
and keep your chin up
it happened once before it can happen again

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I don't know whats going on with this body
I haven't tested in 3-4 days no sense really last one was -
and besides I feel - about it any way

still no AF but then again no big surprise for me
*sigh* I'm gonna have to go back on provera AGAIN!!
yuck yuck and more yuck!!

this stupid ticker--it just restarted itself

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uggh!!
I'm not really TTC at the moment
I never did get AF or a BFP and I'm just not up to starting the prover all over again

I probably should take my ticker off but I'm not gonna Smile

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still around
still no AF
still haven't decided to take my provera yet
guess I should get my butt in gear and do it
I just hate taking this crap

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well I think I hate all this TTC shit it sucks
I STILL haven't had AF--ya I know its been a looooonnng flipping time and still have yet to start taking provera again

I'm not feeling very motivated just to get disappointed again and again KWIM?

I wish we had better insurance or won the lottery so we could do another round of IVF
this crap sucks ass Sad

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gosh for the last 7 days or so I've been very naseous
I've taken 2 $store tests and negatory but man yuck!

I've been kinda tired lately as well and feel bloated
maybe I need to go see the doctor
I hope its nothing serious

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I got in to see the NP today
this nausea is kicking my butt and I just want to make sure there is nothing serious KWIM?
hope all goes well Smile

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Guess what I'm getting with this post???

MY CROWNS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woohoo Smile

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crap I haven't been on here in a long time

AF came yesterday ON HER OWN!!!!
woohoo no prover for me

I'm gonna break down and buy some OPKs this cycle and see when/if I ovulate and we shall see what happens from there

still hoping for a miracle
because we can't afford to see the RE again

oh and I'm starting to work out, walk and eat better so maybe that'll help my chances to ey--it surely can't hurt Wink

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wow! its been awhile since I've been on here

new month new plan

I finally bought a BBT and I'm gonna chart AND STICK TO IT this time!!!!!
I also started on clomid and taking geritol complete so we will see---maybe this will be my month Smile

I'm on CD4 and taking 50mg of clomid on 3-7

I'm pretty excited!! only time will tell

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So.....shit obviously I didn't get pregnant yet Sad

I kinda took a break from the clomid, went to my OB/GYN and got me a referral to see my RE again

Our appt. was last Thursday the 19th and we are going to be starting on injectable meds---Repronex

I'm very excited but also at the same time we have tried many IuI's in the past and they didn't work--however we were on clomid so maybe the injectable meds will be the key this time--I just don't know

we were all ready to do IVF again however our insurance does NOT cover it this time around and we would have to pre-pay $8,000 with the total being between $10,000-12,000 and we just don't have that kind of money at the moment, so we are going stick with the IUI's and just pray it will work

funny how insurance will pay for those but not the other
my husband says we'll do a million of them if we have to and make them pay for all of them---nice thought honey but I don't think so Smile

so thats where we are right now

I got all my blood work back, and just waiting to hear from the RE's office on when to start my provera for 10 days----YUCK
then call with AF and we will start the Repronex

I orderd my meds and what not on Friday and they will be calling today for delivery tomorrow--$78.00 I guess its not that bad I'm not sure what is all there I'm sure its the Repronex, the needles, syringes, and prog. suppositories

Anyway I'll be updating as things progress

****Babydust to all****
Tara

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MY MEDS CAME TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEAH!!!!! I'm so excited my meds came in the mail today Smile

here's what I got---price included

27G 1/2 needle~~~~10 ($2)
3cc 22G 1 1/2 inch syringe~~~~10 ($3)
Progesterone supp. 25mg~~~30 pkgs ($50)
Q-Caps~~~10pkgs ($0)
Repronex 75 unit vial~~~~20 pkgs ($20)
Sharps Container~~~~~~1 ($5)

All of this for $80~~~Not to bad I thought it would have been alot more Smile
I'm actually kind of surprise that the suppositories cost MORE than the actual fertility meds

Now I'm just waiting for the doctors office to call me and tell me when to start taking my provera.

Well I'm off to go shopping with Alanna
Tara

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I started my provera last night~~~~yuck~~~~but one step closer to getting down to business Smile

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