As I have posted before, I had a late loss (16weeks) in Oct. During my pregnancy, there were 3 others pregnant too, coincidentally, my three best friends. I was the last one due, now that all three babies have arrived, and with my upcoming EDD (23rd) I am feeling overwhelmed and frustrated. I feel like I will never get pregnant again. Yesterday I saw all three babies at the same time, for 11 hours!!! (b-day party). As soon as everyone left, I had a meltdown. I should be getting ready to have mine, if not already.
I know the past can't be changed, it just hurt even more yesterday. Especially since one the babies parents, I believe aren't fit to be parents (multiple reasons).
DH was cute and supportive during my meltdown, and I love him so much. We will get pregnant again one day.
It is still early in the game. I am waiting until Monday to test if AF isn't here yet.
I really hope that I am pregnant, yay for 2008. But January is just one month away from December, but a whole YEAR away... it would make my son and the new baby 5 years apart in school, unless I go early into December.
There's the plan, if I get pregnant with an EDD of early January, I'm sqeezing him/her out in December!
Haven't tested since Friday's BFN.
I am not too sure what to think with this cycle. I keep having cramps for the last 5 days, shouldn't AF be here by now if she was stopping by?
I read this thing about soy isoflavones... I might try it if I get AF this motnh but need to read a bit more about it first.