Well, I guess it's about time that I get down to it. I need to start this journal for myself, therapy I suppose. I can't believe that this is happening to me. I am having difficulty getting pregnant. There .. it's been said. I want to be pregnant, but am not. All of this time, we've been using NFP ..... avoiding with all of our might. Now we can't conceive for our lives UGH!
I had a miscarriage at 8 weeks, twin gestation, on September 8/2003. That's when I had the D&C anyway. I ovulated on Nov 6/03. That would have put me due on the same day as Jocelyn was in 2001, so we skipped it. AF came Nov 16, followed by an Annovulatory cycle with Af returning early January. The problem is not that I can't get pregnant as much as I can't ovulate.
The ovulation thing is caused purely by stress. I am sure of it. I am so heavily stressed living in this house with my IL's (for two years now) and the stress of looking for a new job attempting to relocate and all. I just want it all to be over with, a new job and a new place to live. I am going to go to the doc to find out what is going on tomorrow morning. I started taking the Paxil that I have left over again 3 days ago .. maybe that'ss be enough to relax me, and let the hormones take over. Who knows.
Anway ... today is CD 15 and I have had hardly any CM in the last 3 or 4 days. I have been taking Vitex 3 times a day for the past week as well, but it doesn't seem to be working yet. Bummer.
Keep your fingers crossed for us.