TTC#1 "We Are Each Of Us Angels With Only One Wing..."

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With my weird waking times, 7:30pm-8pm, I'm confused about my O day. It was definitely either CD 15 or 16. I tend to O the day I get my first or only positive OPK. It also lines up LOADS better with my other charts from the past when it's set at CD 15.

On FF:
The Advanced Method is telling me CD 16
And the FAM Method is showing CD 15

It did this EXACT same thing to me last cycle. It put me a day ahead of what I thought I was so I used the FAM Method to correct it. At the end of my cycle I
changed it back to Advanced, and it agreed with the FAM Method. I think I'll stick to my instinct like last time and say CD 15 for my O day. This is my earliest O day. I usually go CD 16-18.

My points on the Monitor on FF right now are up to 63! That's awesome. :D

I'm on CD 2 of cycle 11. I can't believe we are on cycle 11. I had a few good cries about it yesterday... I feel better today though.

This is my forth day of being sick. I called my BFF who is about to graduate from nursing school. She said I should go in tomorrow if I haven't gotten any better than I am today. That sucks. I was hoping it would just blow over. I hate going to the doctor. I can't afford prescriptions I need, and antibiotics can give me YIs. I do NOT want one of those. I'd rather wait a bit. If it gets worse, I'll go. I think it's an upper respiratory infection. I'm coughing up stuff and it in my head too. Yuck.

I took an FSH strip. I know it says to do it CD 3-5, but I was told that I ought to go from 2-5 so I did. Very negative. Not even a line which would be normal for CD 2. One down, three more to go.

I'm waiting on my new thermometer, thermometer covers, and DH's sperm count test. He said he knows he needs an S/A but we cant afford it (we don't even know how much they run without insurance) and he said knowing if it's over 20mil would make him feel a lot better, and if it's not, we would know where to start. I respect that, so I ordered it for him. Anything to make us feel better about all of this, right?

I completely reset my monitor. No more vampire Lindsay. I'll be sleeping probably from midnight - 8am from now on instead of like 5pm-3am... Much better, and just in time for the holidays. I hope it sticks. I can't change my waking time on my monitor, and I need to get up early anyway because of the holidays.

We decided to continue TTC through the holidays because my O days are near the first of the month. It shouldn't interrupt it too much then. :yahoo:

Cycle 12, about to O. Fun. Hope it works this time...

I skipped in my TCOYF book to the trying to get pg bit. I'll go back to the rest later. I read the most important bits, but I don't want to read about women who don't O because I do. So I skipped it for now. =P

I have pics from the holidays that I need to add to photobucket so I can show them on here. (Especially my baby cousin, Brycen.) He was born 8/8/08! I have a couple of him and his 5 year old sister that are just adorable!!!

I'm about to get my 4th pencil!!!!

Oh, and I think I'm starting Clomid 50mg next cycle if the meds get here in time! I've talked to quite a few women with cysts who take it no problem and that was my only concern.

I was going to watch the movie The Day the Earth Stood still. I hope it's good. I've had it loaded up for hours and still haven't watched it!!!

P.S. I hate WTO...

Jeremy and I are ready for a baby already!!! Is it really that much to ask for?! It's so hard to remain optimistic...