Well, I finally decided to start a journal. I think it will help me through this journey.
We have been TTC #2 on and off for about 2 years and this last year we have been seriously trying. I'm not sure why it's not happening...it was pretty easy to get preggers with Nevin, 7 years ago. I just hope that there isnt anything wrong. I think in a few months if I don't get a BFP I'm going to see my doctor and have him run some tests. It's just so difficult when every month you hope it's "your month" only to find out it's not.
Today we went out to eat and I saw the sweetest little newborn. I got this intense feeling of wanting a baby so very much that I almost began to cry. My SIL is about 6 months pregnant and I could'nt be happier for her! I'm hoping that when the baby is born she will let me babysit a lot. Maybe that will help me with my "baby fever"!
Well, it's that time again. Time to start wondering ...could I be?
The last 3 nights I've woken up in the middle of the night vomiting. It makes me wonder if it's morning sickeness. But then again I've been having some stomach problems recently so maybe it's nothing. I'm going to wait about a week and then test. The waiting period is so hard. Fingers crossed!
Okay, so now I'm getting high hopes! Although I have very irregular periods...I'm still hopeful. AF should have arrived by now or should be arriving soon. I hope this is it! I'm trying not to get too excited because I dont want to be let down too much. If AF shows up then I'm going to really crack down and chart like crazy! I think I'll also make an appt with the OBGYN to see if there are any problems.
I was up all night last night going through the baby name book (for the hundredth time!) I think we are prettty sure what names we will be using. Very sudden I know. But, I can't help myself!