Well, if it hasn't already been made official, I'll do it here.
We are officially TTC! I made DH aware that I was not going back on BC and he has not pushed the condoms during sex. I think it's hard for him to say, "Yes, I want another baby." He has told me that, but not in so many words. And, after having the BC police at my house every night for the past 15 months, it's pretty much a sign that he hasn't once gone for condoms this cycle. I know he's scared and hey... I am too. How will things go with 2 children? Will we really be finished after that? How will we manage financially, etc.? It's in both of our natures to worry. But, when it comes down to it, we both want to expand our family.
I have been keeping track of cycle days but have not charted temp b/c I didn't want the stress of it just yet. Hopefully I won't have to, but if I do... I will start next cycle. I had a lot of EWCM this weekend and we BD'd on Thursday and Saturday... so hopefully we caught the eggy!
I will be keeping an eye for symptoms, but I'm trying not to get too hopeful. The plan was for another April 04 baby and my EDD with my last AF would be March 27... so I guess that's pretty close, right?
I'll be back later to update. Hopefully I can get one more BD out of DH before the EWCM leaves.