Okay so today is DPO7. My temp went up. This is good because this chart looks different. :P I am trying not to get my hopes up, but I always do. Today I have no symptoms of anything. Okay maybe a little crampy, but I think that is normal. Anyways last night I prayed that when I woke up I would see my temp go up and it did. Thank you God! Now I am scared to take my temp this weekend because when I see my temp start to go down I get all upset. But I also want to watch because what if they go up? I just don't know what to do. I will probably temp tomorrow but if it goes down, I probably won't temp anymore. I am going to go crazy. Anyways this is my last post till Monday, cuz I still have a virus on my computer at home. We should have the new computer on Wednesday.
Well today is 10dpo. I got a pop up on my chart that say it is triphasic. Yea!!! I know it is not a definate, but it got my hopes up. My temps are higher than ever. So tomorrow will be the sign. Usually by 11dpo my temps start to fall. So if my temp goes up tomorrow, I might test, if not I will probably have a pitty party for myself. So I don't have any symptoms of anything except I am extremley itchy on my legs. It is the weirdest thing! I am positive this isn't a sign of pregnancy, but something is going on. Please pray for me and my DH that this is our month. Thank you god for giving me this chance. Amen!
Okay. I broke down and tested! I tested at 12:30 with 4MU and I tested with FRE and I saw the faintest of faint lines. I have NEVER ever seen a line on FRE. So while I sit here shaking, I will probably not test till FMU tomorrow. I will updated tomorrow. Please pray for me and my DH.
I couldn't hold out. I tested with AE 2hrs later and there was a line. Faint but a line! I don't beleive it. OMG I am going to have a baby. Okay I called the doc and they are going to do a blood test today so hopefully I will know my beta # tomorrow. I don't want to get too excited till I have 2 beta #'s. Thank You GOD! You are wonderful. Thank you for answering my prayers. If you beleive it will happen.
Well blood test came back negative! I just don't get how I could have 5 false positives from 5 different tests. My temp is still high and I am due for AF tomorrow. So I guess I got my hopes up for nothing. So it is on to another freaking cycle. I was so sure this was it.
Okay WTF is going on?? I am 13dpo I am due today. Usually I start before the afternoon. My temp went down yesterday to 98.2 then it went back up to almost 98.5. When I woke up this morning I totally expected to see my temp around 97.8. When I saw it high, I about freaked. I so don't want to get my hopes up, but they already are. I wish I could just move on either way ya know. I'll post tomorrow to let ya'll know what is going on.
Well I went to 15dpo, the longest cycle I ever had. I finally started on Saturday. I guess I should be happy to know I can get pregnant,even if it was a chemical pregnancy. So I am going to move on and try to get a sticky baby. Like DH said we have a million more chances if we need them. It is just hard sometimes, because I wanted it so badly. Today is CD3.
Today is CD6. Still hanging out. Can't wait to O. I just so wish to be pregnant. Anyways me and DH started the Damania on CD3 and I will do it again till O. I am going to the store to buy baby asprin. Someone said it help with the lining. I am also thinking about getting instead cups to hold the spermies in. Oh well trying not to get too obsessed here, but what else can I do?
Okay today is CD9. DH and I are still taking damania. I swear it is making me have tons of EWCM, but that is okay. Yesterday September 11th was DH's birthday. On Saturday we had a party for him and for the first time in 3 years I got trashed. I didn't plan on it, but hey I guess I deserved one day to just relax and chill. Anyways yesterday I had very wet CM, so this weekend DH and I BD Saturday and Sunday. We were going to try the everyother day again but we got carried away. Anyways temps are still low, so no O yet. Hopeing it happens by CD12. I guess we'll see. Still praying really hard that this is my month. Only time will tell.
Today is CD11. Temp is still low, but I have EWCM. Me and DH will BD tonight and CD13 and CD15. I am trying two new things. Baby asprin the entire cycle and instead cups after BD. One of the girls on my BG got pregnant about 3 months ago and another got a faint positive today using them. I actually bought them yesterday thinking it couldn't hurt. So we are continuing the damania and hopeing and praying it will work! Maybe tomorrow I will have good news about my temp. We'll see. One thing is I feel more relaxed about everything this month.