Hi my name is Carol. I have a 17 month old DS Robbie. I can see he is desperately in need of a sibling. It breaks my heart to see him play with a Sponge Bob Pillow. He will hug it and kiss it and jump on it like if he is wrestling with it. I also have a HUGE stuffed bear and he will seat in his lap and Robbie does the same thing to it that he does with Sponge Bob. When I have other children over, Robbie is all over them. I can see how happy and thrilled he is being able to have someone to play with. I see the light in his eyes turn off once the kiddos are all gone. And that is why I want so much to be pregnant. Now I wish I would have gotten pregnant 6 months ago!!!!
DH & I have just recently started TTC on June 5th. I was VERY disappointed when AF came. The first month trying was so stressful on us that I think that might have caused us to have a BFN. This month has been so much better. Now I am on my 2WW and I HOPE I am pregnant this time. I don't know how many BFN I can handle.
It never crossed my mind that I would not get pregnant on the first try. I was nieve to think as long as you are fertile than you should get pregnant on the first go. Boy, was I wrong!!!
I am hopeing I get pregnant soon and I can give Robbie what he really wants. Toys, movies and stuff like that are easy to come by but giving him a sibling is something we have no control over, it is in GOD's hands!