Ok, I did break down and test today, knowing full well it could be too early!! BFN, but temps. are still way up. In fact, in the 3 cycles I've been charting, they've never still been this high at 10 DPO...Talk about getting those hopes sky high!!! I plan on testing again Saturday as long as temps. stay up. No indication that they're coming down- been the same now for 2 days. Ok, it official, my hopes are up and this better be it because I don't think I can stand the let down. And of course, I can't keep my big mouth shut, so I've been telling DH and now I've got him asking what my temp. was!! I didn't tell him I was testing today, so we just won't mention that. I did tell him I was thinking about testing Saturday though...well, if he still remembers that I even said that!!
This morning temps. were down to 97.8 from 98.2 the past 2 days. I don't know what to think. If they're dropping because AF is on her way, then my lp has inexplicably changed and I don't know about that. I guess that would be a good think because it has been on the short side ( 10-11 days), but it doesn't make sense changing for no reason...I guess we'll see what tomorrow's temps. do. I was a little chilly when I got up ( DH left a window open a crack) but I'm not going to make that an excuse for the low temp and then be even more disappointed tomorrow. I'd rather be pleasantly surprised with it going back up, which I really hope it does. It's still up there, above coverline a good bit, so I really hope this was just a fluke and it goes back up!!
I'll tell you what, I am so tired of obsessing over these temps. I could scream!! In fact, I think I will. ARGH!!!!! Ah, that felt a little better. This is becoming what I think about all day long. But I did decide that I really don't want to stop charting ~ I thought about it because I know I shouldn't be obsessing, but I don't want to miss valuable info. if I stop. Guess we'll just keep the obsession alive...
CD 34, 12 DPO and another BFN!! GRRRRRR....My temp. was back up .1 today. I really don't know what to think. I'm hoping and praying it was too early again, but I don't know. I guess if temps. stay up, I'll test again Monday or Tuesday. I just haven't had a cycle this long since I went off the pill, so something's up! I just want to know what!!!
Yeah, I broke down and tested today! BFN. 13 DPO, temps went up .1 today, what the heck?!?!?! I could scream!! I think I've decided to test again Tuesday and if that's BFN, Thursday too. If I still have no + after that and my temps. are still up, I'm calling the dr. for a blood test. I'll be a week late at that point. I'm just trying to keep myself busy and put it to the back of my mind ~ Yeah, that's not going too well!! I just can't let myself get excited until I know what's going on.
My bbs are absolutely killing me ~ Especially the sides of them. They've honestly never felt like this....That's not exactly helping with the putting it out of my mind thing....
Well, apparently I am an idiot for reading too much into things. AF found me on Sunday evening, over at MIL's. What a great Easter gift. I was so very upset and cried the whole way home. Mainly just out of frustration and confusion ~ Why the heck did my temp. stay up? What's up with the bbs, is that just a new AF sign?? I tried hard not to cry because then I just feel stupid for letting it upset me so much, but I couldn't hold it in. Well, then I felt even worse because DH started crying ~ And he is so NOT am emotional guy like that. He is still taking it really hard. He said he feels like God was teasing us, which I can't help but agree with.
I didn't temp. this morning because I really told myself I wasn't going to temp. this month, but have decided I will. But I feel like I can't rely on them after the disappointment of them staying up and AF still coming this month...I guess I'll do it more or less just to make sure I do O.