CD 19 well, i'm just waiting for this 2ww to be over with. DH said today that he really wants a baby. and if i help him lose some weight (both of us) then he promises he will get a redo! Diet and exercise here we come!
CD 15 I can't believe its been almost a month since I've posted. Well, I had been sick for 3 weeks and one of those weeks I was in the hospital. i went in last Wednesday and got out Tuesday. It is so great to be home. I had a form of colitis caused by an antibiotic. Let me tell you it was not fun. But I'm feeling lots better now. Thank God. Nothing new on the TTC front. I am in the 2WW, not that I expect to be pregnant. I got out the hospital in time to BD one time before I ovulated. Oh well, wouldnt happen even if I wasn't in the hospital.
CD 10 Yeah I'm still around, it's just there is nothing that ever happens! Of course I'm still not pregnant. I guess I just need to accept the fact that it's not gonna happen. DH said he'll do the redo in JUly. We'll see, I'm not holding my breath! He always says he'll do it, and then finds a reason not to. i just keep praying that some miracle will happen, and I'll end up pregnant!
Wow, I can't believe its been over a month since I last posted. Our redo VR is getting closer and closer. I'm starting to get a little nervous. First of all, I hate flying. Second, what if this doesn't work? I will be so heartbroken. This is my last chance at having a baby. We leave late Wednesday night July 9 and surgery is 10 am July 10 and we fly back July 11.
Well, Dr Leverett's office called the other day, and need to cancel our VR, as Dr L needs to have surgery July 9. I was devastated, and of course I started crying. I mean we had our air tickets, hotel, car, an DH's time off of work. They couldn't reschedule us for a while, but when they finally could, it just won't work for us. They gave us the option of using his assistant DR. Roeder. So we are going to use him. I'm a little nervous, but he has been trained by Dr. L and he has been doing microsurgery for years now, but on hands, nerves and tendons. One plus side, is that he is $1000 cheaper. I will take all the prayers that I can that this works!
CD 17 Getting very, very nervous. We leave in 2 days. Surgery in 3 days. I keep having this paranoia that this is the month we got pregnant, and this is all just a waste of time and money. But come on, what are the odds that this month would be any different than the last 23 months? I'm only 2-3 dpo so there is no way to know till sometime after we are already back and reversed again. It felt nice this cycle though, because I didn't worry about anything we just BD and that was it, no hip propping or making sure I laid down for a while after, and no opk's (although I haven't used them the last couple of months, just went by CM) Wish us loads of luck! I'll post when we are back.
CD 24 Well, we are back! Dr. Roeder was great! Can't say enough nice things about him. Surgery took about 3 hours, but that was because it was a redo. I watched the whole thing. On the left side he had so many sperm Dr. R couldn't even count them and on the right side he seen none. But he said that doesn't matter. One side of the tubes was scarred shut and the other side he said looked like it had pulled partially apart. He also said everything looks good. DH is still quite swollen, but pain wise, he's doing quite well. No BDing for 2 weeks, and then it's off to TTC, this time hopefully with sperm. DH says we will get pregnant the first month. I on the other hand am not that optimistic. I'm trying to be, but I'm so scared that this will not work. This is the last chance I get at having a baby! DH went back to work today, I just hope he doesn't over do it. I keep reminding him that he has to take it easy if he wants this to work!
CD 28 Well DH is doing alot better. His swelling is going away. Once in a while he still has some pain. He is anxious to get back to BDing (MEN!) I am making him wait though! No way am I chancing anything, Dr said 14 days and thats what he's waiting. I'm just anxious to see if this has worked. I believe it has though, I have alot of faith in Dr. Roeder.