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    Hi my name is Jodi i'm 21 and my hubby's name is Moses he is 39 yrs old we got married May 14 2004, anyways... in Aug i found out i had cyst on my avaries and i was really down i found out thats why i wasn't having my period, and the beginning of this month it came on its own and so it gives me hope. i have a dr appoitment on the 17 of this month we have been ttc since the end of May and still nothing but i have to have faith Moses and I agree that i'm going to talk to my dr about the fertility.. they already offered it to me they told me i could get pg on my own but Moses and I want a child soon as possible. anyways... i'm doing better.. and i feel good. as good as i could feel.. but i'll write more later.
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    Feb i'm going to Idaho and maybe than i can relax and it will just happen, i don't care what it is a boy or a girl. or both as long as its healthy and its moses and mine, if we have a girl her name would be Abigail Ann (Abby for short) or Moses Livilton Moore IV if its a boy. I just so badly want to have a baby of my own with the man i love so much. I want to give him a child to be a mother and him to be a father... i don't know what will come and what
    God will bring but i'm trying to just stay in a good mood thats all i can do you know.

    well later..
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    Well i had a dr appoitment yesterday it went well but i found out i wasn't O'ing and it really sucks. you know never in a millon years did i think that i couldn't concieve. i know that we've been trying for 7months know but its just a pain!!! but like my hubby says if put water in a pot and set i on the stove and stand there and watch it boil it never happens. so i need to stop watching to Concieve and let it happen but its just so hard you know. i just feel like against the wall. All my family memebers it was easy for them to Concieve my real sister Sheila who is happily married and had 2 children. tori 3 and little morgan he is 10months old know, and my brother Jay... he got a girl pg and he married her because he felt thats what he had to do and than they got a divorce later, than like a few months after the divorce he got another girl pregnant and they got married so, why is it taking me so long... i've always felt like the ugly duckling the one that never can be happy and finally i get part of my dream a wonderful husband who would move the mountain for me and thats great! i just want to give him a child and his mother and grandchild because Moses is her only child left... 11yrs ago her other son passed. So ya... i'm so just so and well thats enough for today... write more later... hopefully better mood soon.
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    Well my DH and i are very happy with Trying to Concieve and i've been talking less and less about it so won't stress him about it, i think i'm about ready to O i thought i did so yesterday and than maybe today but i don't know life is like an Adventure and so is TTC i want a 2005 baby a one of my Girlfriends from high school told me if i couldn't concieve than maybe i should adopt but either way i'd be a great Mother, i just have to have Faith that i can get Pregnant i really want one either for Oct or November but i don't know.. i know its in God's hands and i've actually written letters to God just to make my mind cleared. But i've got to have Faith faith faith got to have Faith( song) and soon hopefully

    Changing subject not last night but the night before my DH looks at me and us just start and he said you don't need any Hormonal Medication your already Very Hormanal and i just looked at him with this blank stare like shut up! but we made up he came and held me and kissed me and i was all better... I just get so upset because he just doesn't seem to understand what its like to be a female... i try to explain it to him but he looks like i lost him. but he is a Great DH... and i love him to Death.. and forever. well i'll keep you posted.. and tell next time peace out!
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    Well my DH and i are very happy with Trying to Concieve and i've been talking less and less about it so won't stress him about it, i think i'm about ready to O i thought i did so yesterday and than maybe today but i don't know life is like an Adventure and so is TTC i want a 2005 baby a one of my Girlfriends from high school told me if i couldn't concieve than maybe i should adopt but either way i'd be a great Mother, i just have to have Faith that i can get Pregnant i really want one either for Oct or November but i don't know.. i know its in God's hands and i've actually written letters to God just to make my mind cleared. But i've got to have Faith faith faith got to have Faith( song) and soon hopefully

    Changing subject not last night but the night before my DH looks at me and us just start and he said you don't need any Hormonal Medication your already Very Hormanal and i just looked at him with this blank stare like shut up! but we made up he came and held me and kissed me and i was all better... I just get so upset because he just doesn't seem to understand what its like to be a female... i try to explain it to him but he looks like i lost him. but he is a Great DH... and i love him to Death.. and forever. well i'll keep you posted.. and tell next time peace out!
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    Yesterday i almost gave up all hope at ttc, you know i just thought i can't get pg on my own.. and i was throwing a pitty party... i'm trying to keep my head up! as much as i can, i know it will happen in due time i just so badly want it Know but i now i now that i have to be pacient ... i just want to tell my future child Mommy isn't going to give up never again... she may be sad at times but never giving up hope again...

    well i feel a little bit better maybe when i go to idaho and thinking about it less maybe it will happen in my home town... i don't now i just have to have faith well till later take care God Bless.. with Love
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    Everyday goes by that i'm thinking of the little one that God has instore for me. he/she's first words first walk first smile... i just really want to keep having faith. I have a gut feeling that this month maybe my month to concieve my little angel... but i'll just have to wait and see, i think of how great its going to be to have you growing inside of me and to feel you kick... or move around. just to know i brought someone into this world.. who could make a diffrence i've wanted u since i was 17yrs old but i didn't have your daddy so i was waiting till i found him or he found me, God brought us together and i love him very much.

    on the 26 i get to find out how my pap smear came back and hopefully before we go to Idaho in Feb i will know if i'm caring my little angel and than tell all my family in person.. ahh that would be great but i don't know if its God's timing or not... i'll just have to wait and see.. i pray ever night that Moses and and I have made a baby.. but i don't know... I love you lots! and well this was a long nice letter i'm glad i wrote it... anways i better get going. i really hope so...
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    oh little one
    i wish i knew
    when i will be caring you.
    feeling your kick
    hearing that heart beat.
    knowing that you are mine.
    oh little one.
    How long do i have to wait
    When will be our time
    to be Mommy and Daddy
    to love someone else so much
    with all our love and care
    oh little one
    if you only knew
    how much we want you
    to concieve you
    to make you
    we love you so much
    even if your only in our thoughts
    Oh little one
    I wanted to say.
    Some day
    someday soon,
    i belive i will be caring you
    until than..
    I just want to say I love you!

    Jodi Ann Moore

    a poem that explains it all
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    why can't i just O???? i really want a baby, and i guess i'm going to have to take Clomid, when i have my next period grrrrrrrrrr... anyways. I'm doing very well. i'm so excited about Sunday a friend i knew in High school is going to school in the same town as i live in and he wants to meet my DH its so exciting to know that i have a friend here that i knew from High school so after church he is coming over and having lunch isn't that awesome!!

    Anyways. after Feb 24 i'm not temping till March 4 because i will be in Idaho and i relly don't want to mess with all that.. it will be good to be on Vaction and not worrying about that my Birth mother told me that she thinks she took Clomid when she became PG with me.. So thats exciting... i really hope it works... i just really dont' know what to think.

    Is it a dream thats never going to come true... i'm going to keep my dream but there is this little doubt in the back of my mind and i don't know what to think or feel. its so hard. Everyone is keeping there fingures crossed for me but i just don't know.

    i just want to know WHEN AM I GOING to OOOOOOOO that makes me so and i just so badly want to... well i better let you go
    until than... Later
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    [b] well not a lot has happened since Jan.. except i became a year older and thats good right? ya...well anyways.. i thought Feb 8 i thought i was going to have my AF but NNNNNNNNNNnooooooooooo she didn't want to come so i'm going to sit back and wait for her wanting to show her face. other than that Life is going great at least for the last 2 days counting today. I so badly want the to come.. but i know i have to wait... until this body decides to spit her out.. if you know what i mean.. i will get a BFP one way or another so i have to keep telling myself not to worry about it because worrying about it is not going to do anything... i'm excited about goin for a week.. next week a week from today yepeeeeeeeeyyyy. i'm so excited to be going home everything is looking up for me ..

    1. got my drivers liscences back
    2. got a new computer and i can actually read and write without it freezing or dying.
    3. there are great people on here that keep me going.
    4. also a great DH who has so much pacients for me..

    well all.. i will talk more later... maybe after or before Idaho... if not Journal i'll write March 4 or 3 or ya...

    love ya


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