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Waiting for our turn

Maybe by writing things down it will help take some of the stress off ttc. For anyone reading this who doesn't know or reconize me, Im Kelly-25, im married to a wonderful man and father, Stevon-31. We have a beautiful little girl, Katy-21mths. Dh also has 3 children from his first marriage, Sara-8 Sean-6 and Savannah 5, they also live with us full time.
We have been actively ttc #5 since feb/2005, but unfortunately have had no luck. I have had very irregular cycles since coming off of the nuvaring. Im not sure what is causing my periods to be so screwy, I first thought it was stress, but I have not been stressed for almost 8 mths now. I have put off going to the dr's bc Im worried what she will tell me. I know that I need to lose some weight, which im sure has something to do with it. I also need to cut back on my soda/caffeine intake, which im working on now. I bought some caffeine free/diet pepsi and it isn't that bad. Im going to try and loose some of this weight before I go to the dr's. When I go, Im going to talk to her about getting something to help with ovulation since it seems im not. Im hoping to be pg before christmas time, that would be a great present for our families.
Sean said the other day that he would like a baby brother bc he has too many sisters ROFL he is such a cutie. I told him he'd have to ask his daddy. At first I was really hoping for a boy, but at this point I don't care what the sex is as long as I am able to have another baby and he/she is happy and healthy. Here's hoping.

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CD35
Not sure if I O'd or not, I chose not to buy opk's or hpt's this time around. Im just letting things happen. I have had cramping and such last week and we did :sex: but I really dont expect to be pg this mth. I will be utterly surprised if it does happen. TTC is one of the hardest things to do, and it should be so easy. I hope that everyone who truly wants a child becomes pg soon. I know its not easy, and I don't see how some women go through cycle after cycle with no luck. I've only been doing this for about 8mths and its unbearable at times. I see some of my friends get pg, and even strangers and I just cry. I told my husband that it's unfair that someone like his ex, who had no problem getting pg, did so and just gave them up and someone like me, who wants a baby, to raise it, and love it, is having difficulities. I pray almost daily that it happens soon, and I guess only time, and GOD will know when.

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CD1
Well, im totally surprised...I woke up today and :witch: has arrived. It's only been 34 days since my LMP and my periods have been around 50-something days, so needless to say Im excited. I hope this means that my cycles are getting back to normal and it means our ttc will be a short one. Dh thinks I started bc we :sex: early this morning, which could be true i guess..wouldn't be the first time. He said "see, told ya it was gooood" ROFL he is a nut. Anyway, Im just happy i started.

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CD1-still Smile
I am starting to get really excited about ttc this mth. Like having my AF show up early, or ontime rather, is a sign. I went to the dollar tree last weekend and noticed they FINALLY have opk's..Im going to stock up on them in a wk or so. If it all works out, I *should* ovulate around the 20th, if we catch the eggy my edd will be July 10th. We kinda skipped june altogether. I think having both mine and dh's bdays in june is enough for us LOL! I'm just feeling really hopeful this time. And one of the girls on my birthboard may also be on the july board, :goodluck: Shannon !!!
I'm going to stop drinking as much soda, and drink more water...I will also be using the preseed, hopefully it will work i've heard pretty good things about it. I have read that you should start bding atleast 3 days prior to ovulating, instead of waiting until you get the pos. opk. that may be why were not having any luck, we have been waiting until I get a pos, then bd. I would love to be able to tell my parents over thanksgiving if we are pg. I hope my dad will be around to see the next one, but with the way things are going you never know. I get depressed thinking about it, he puts on a brave front for us kids, but i know that he is hurting. I don't know what my mom is going to do if something happens. I don't think her heart can take all this stress. Anyway, just an update.

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CD2
I'm glad that I have my period, but these cramps have got to go. I haven't had cramps like this in a long while. Anyhoo, I guess I shouldn't complain, esp if it means I could get pg this mth. Just a few more days and then I will start temping and charting again.

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CD3

Ahhhhhh :sleep: I am soooo tired, it seems like I am always tired...no matter how much sleep i get, or how many naps i take Im still always sleepy. We are about to go to bed now, atleast its before 5am.
I'll write more later.

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CD3- cont. from above

I'm still tired, but managing to stay awake...atleast until the kids go to bed. Ugh! so much to do and I soo dont feel like doing it.
It seems like my period is "tapering" off, I have barely even noticed I was on it. Why do you get sooo hormonal during af??? Last night I couldn't wait for dh to get home cause i was soooo in the mood, but when he got home and it was time for bed, I got pissy and didnt want to anymore. I thought about jumping him after he went to sleep though, but I fell asleep too LOL!
I look at my baby and I know that I am blessed. I love her soooo much, and I sometimes wonder how I could love another child as much as I love her. I often think about if i get pg, will I feel differently. Its complicated but i know that I will love the next one just like I love katy. I didnt know just how much until I had her. She is my life and I cannot imagine if anything **GOD forbid** happened to her. GTG! bbl.

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CD5 {I didn't write for cd4, but thats ok this entry will be for cd4 and I will write more later on.}
My period has all but stopped :boogie: I am sooo excited to start ttc this cycle. Ugh, I hate it when I get distracted...I just stopped typing to write out a chk for the water bill ROFL Anyhoo, since we get a chk this wknd, Im going to go to the dollar tree and get some tests, I think I will only get the opk's for now and then go back later on to get the hpt's. Im hoping these tests are accurate and I dont miss my surge. I am soo hoping and praying we get pg this mth. Like I said before, I feel kinda hopeful about this.
We have been bding the past couple of nights, and while it is great, I keep getting frustrated bc he comes first and then I can't :-? well, not during intercourse anyway, he always "finishes" me afterwards if I didnt during, which is nice. Well not much more going on, going to go watch some tv until dh gets home Smile

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CD6
Went to the dollar tree store and got some opk's..Im hoping they work well. I only bought a few to try, and I'll buy some more this weekend when I really need them. I will start testing on wednesday and test every day until I get my +. We had fun last night, we stayed up late playing monopoly and then :sex: afterwards LOL! Nothing much going on, kids driving us crazy but all is good.
We are taking them to the pumpkin patch on friday, Im sure they will have fun. I didn't get much sleep last night, so tonight I plan on going to be early, well earlier than normal LOL! Katy fell asleep on the way home from the store tonight, and so we just layed her down so she is just now getting up and eating her dinner. I dont like for her to eat this late, but she was sooo tired, so I figure it wouldn't hurt this one time. I've never seen a kid who loves peas as much as Katy does. She could eat them all day if we'd let her Biggrin She is such a good girl, we call her our little drama queen bc she throws fits and will fall on the floor and cover her face ROFL its cute, but I hope it doesnt last long. Well, gotta go..hopefully I will get my + opk soon :goodluck:

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:oops: I *try* to write everyday, but sometimes I get busy and forget. It's getting about that time for me to start testing for ovulation :boogie: I started up my chart again, which Im hoping will help. Last mth I didnt temp/chart or use opk's..I didn't even buy any hpts, which is rare for me LOL!

On a different subject, today was parent/teacher conference day and so we met with the kids' teachers. They are doing great and the only thing Sean's teacher said was that he talked to much ROFL "welcome to our world" LOL! he is a jabbering little kid Smile I'm glad that they are doing well and Sara's teacher is great about communication, which is realy important to me.
I am so glad that the cooler weather is here, I was getting sick of all the heat, although I do like it bc I love swimming. We are going to the gym this weekend...I've got to lose as much as possible by christmas. I've already lost quite a bit, but I would like to lose more. We are getting family pics done soon and I want to try and look nice.
It's about time for me to go to bed, I've got alot to do today and even more to do this weekend. Hope you all reading has a great day! :wavehello:

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CD10 -Get ready to test!
I've been kinda crampy tonight, surely it is too soon for me to be Oing..im only on cd10, but I guess I will find out when I start testing later on today.
Nothing else to write, going to go clean a bit. BBL!

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CD10-update
Ok-so it is almost 6pm and I decided to take a ovulation test. So far, no luck..here is a pic, clearly negative. There is the faintest of faint line there though..too bad its not a pg test, id be all excited LOL!

We :sex: this morning, so we're covered for atleast 3 days Smile We have been dtd every other night, so hopefully if keep that up then we'll get our bfp.

ETA- I have a major headache that I can't seem to get rid of and I just noticed I have what I think is EWCM...so it may be beginning of O.

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CD11

Took another test today, its still a very definite neg.

I have been having some minor cramps, or discomfort really, and I def have the ewcm..so, hopefully I will get my + opk soon. I kinda like these dollar tree tests, but I may go tomorrow and get the answer ones instead.

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CD13

I did test yesterday but we was busy taking the kids to the pumpkin patch and then when we got back it was time for the kids to go to their moms. Then dh and I got some take-out and rent some movies, and just spent some time together..it was nice. It was another neg, like the one above. I need to go get some more tests today. I am cramping very badly, well more of a dicomfort in my right side. I'm thinking I may be getting ready to O. We did cover our basis though Smile

Well we are going to run some errands in a few, so I have to clean up while Katy is eating lunch :wavehello: thanks for reading!

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CD13-continued..

I feel so badly for dh, I have been sooo crabby today and just very very moody. I am cramping, so I hope that I O soon. I took another test, again neg. but the 2nd line showed more on these answer tests than on the $tree ones. I may go and get another $tree test to compare and see if they are accurate.

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CD14

Nothing has really changed since my last post, I woke up with a very bad headache today..OMG it hurt soo badly, I thought it was never gonna go away. Test is still neg, about the same as the pic above.

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CD15

I woke up this am to get the kids ready for school, went to the bathroom and there was red on the tp :huh: not sure if its from dh or not, but kinda weird. Im not in the best of moods today, im tired and have too much to do and dont want to do it. I also re-started my diet today..for like the umpteenth thime LOL!

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CD16

I am soo happy, the test line on the opk is finally getting darker Yahoo

Here is my test from CD13/14/15 (it stayed the same, never got darker)

And here is my test from tonight Smile

It's not an exact positive yet, but atleast the line is getting darker, which hopefully means im going to O soon. I have also been crampy too :woohoo:

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CD17

Nothing to write today...Im bummed bc my opk's didnt come in today and so I couldnt test Sad We weren't able to dtd last night, but we will this morning when he gets home. Im just hoping that we didnt miss it.
Ive been in such a bad mood lately..not sure if its pre-pms or what. Hopefully my tests will come in tomorrow and I can see if im o'ing.

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CD18 & CD19

I wasn't in too bad a mood tonight..nothing like the day before. I have been cramping today, which I wasn't yesterday, so Im hoping that, that means I am about to O Smile Dh just got home, so we'll dtd and hopefully catch mr. eggy. I would really like a july baby for many reasons.
Got some things done today, but not much. My tests still hasn't come yet, Im starting to think they will get here AFTER I get my surge :roll: figures. I do have some cm, but not that much. Only time will tell, I guess.

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CD19-again

Surprisingly Im in a pretty good mood today..I got some sleep and didnt wake with a headache, which is always a plus, right? I've been a bit crampy last night and off & on today. We dtd early this am, so we're good for tonight & tomorrow Wink
It looks like its going to rain outside, there is a very nice breeze and the temp is in the low 70s, perfect weather. I've lost 4-5lbs this week, about a lb a day, my official weigh in day is monday, so we'll see by then. If we don't concieve this mth I will def make an appt with my dr and get on some meds to help me O and hopefully get pg faster. Here's hoping it wont come to that.

*Gotta go make dinner :wavehello: BBL!

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CD20

My opk & hpt finally came in today Yahoo I just hope its not too late, although going by my opk from cd16 it looks like i may have already O'd. We'll see though.

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CD21

Well I guess I O'd around cd16, since that is when I got my pos. opk. I have taken tests friday/sat/ and today and nothing. So, Im going tomark it as I O'd then. Kinda crampy, but nothing bad.

Here is my latest test.

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CD22

First, Katherine if your reading this CONGRATS!! again on your beautiful little princess, she is very precious.
Its now almost 2am and while im sitting here I am having cramps, or more like pressure in my c-sec area. I've had some cm and **TMI** I constantly feel like Im wet, man I hate that. I am still testing to see if im Oing late or not. They are all still neg. Im really hoping I atleast have a 30-something cycle again this mth, that would be nice. I think If I dont get pg this mth, im going to try that soy that everyone on FF is talking about, supposedly it works..at this point what do i really have to lose, right? Well, dh is on his way home now and I gotta go tinkle LOL! night.

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CD23
Well color me confused bc I am having signs that I am about to O :confused: I am crampy, have had cm and this is my latest OPK pic:

as opposed to 2 days ago, where the line was very light. I guess I will just :sex: and keep track of everything..man, why does this have to be so confusing.

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**People never cease to amaze me with their stupidty and immaturity...anyways, onto my nightly entry.

CD24
I got 2 positives on my opk yesterday (atleast i think they were) and so we had a great night. I have such a wonderful dh. I love him so much. He told me he can't wait for us to have another baby Smile I watch him with the kids and it never surprises me how great and attentive he is with them. He tries to play with all of them at once, but then they all gang up on him and do a "dog pile" on him ROFL its really cute.
Katy isn't feeling well, she was running a high fever..I always hate it when my baby is sick. Hopefully it wont last long and be too serious.

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CD25

Can I please just say that I am starting to get very frustrated with my cycles...I am starting to have a good amount of ewcm..not sure why..I've already thought I Od twice before so wth is this about??? I did take another opk tonight and it was def neg.we'll cover our bases just in case :bigwink:

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CD28

WOW, I cant beleive i havent written in a few days. Not a whole lot going on. Im crampy and moody and my boobs ache from time to time, but im not thinking anything of it. Going by my LMP, im due to start in 6 days, but this is me were talking about so i prob will have a very long cycle this mth.
Tomorrow is halloween, dh is working the morning shift and we'll be taking katy out in her giraffe costume tomorrow night after his ex picks the kids up. I LOVE Katy's costume, it is so cute and is perfect for her. She loves giraffes. I can't wait to take her to the zoo next spring and see them, they will be new there and she'll love it Smile Im suppose to be cleaning, but just dont feel it tonight. We'll be going to bed soon so i may just do it tomorrow Smile
Well, gonna go...please send lots and lots of baby dust my way Smile thanks!
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HAPPY HALLOWEEN everyone!

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CD30

Im just not feeling it, I am almost 100% positive that I am not pg this mth Sad Oh well, I guess I'll try the soy this coming mth.

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CD31

We dtd this morning, and I figured the way we did it would make AF come, or atleast it has almost every other time we did it that way, but it was a no go. I feel very sad today, no energy, nothing. I have a headache and just want to go back to bed, but when you have 4 kids running around, you just cant. Im starting to accept that I wont be pg on/by thanksgiving :cry: I guess I'll just wait for AF to get here and start over...maybe.

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CD32

I know that my previous post probably sounded stupid about the whole sex starting up my period, but I swear the few times we have done that, and my cycles were very long, it did start it..coincidence?? perhaps, but who know. Well, it didn't work either way. I didn't feel good last night, my brother & sister has been sick, and I hope I dont get it too.
No sign of AF yet, im sure this cycle will be a long one, or atleast over 34 days..Im making an appt to see my dr and see what can be done. Unfortunately, chlomid isn't an option bc our insurance doesnt cover it. Im hoping that I am pg by jan, but we'll see.
I need to go clean up now, thank you everyone who reads this and keeps us in your thoughts :grouphug:

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CD33

I almost bought a test today at the store but didnt, I guess I felt like it would be another neg and a waste of money. I've been feeling sick and having cramps, but im not getting my hopes up. *IF* I was pg, id be around 5wks. If my period doesnt start by next friday, then I will test. I got a part-time job to help out with bills and such, its less than 10 mins from home, they pay sucks, but atleast its money, right? I will write more later :wavehello:

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CD34

Quick update before I have to go start dinner. I guess Im going to have a loooong cycle bc here it is, CD34 and no :witch: in sight. I woke up today with my back hurting and a headache, so maybe she'll come tomorrow. I have absolutely no doubt that im not pg this mth. At the beginning I was hopeful and felt like maybe I had a chance, but now I dont. Im sorry for this sounding so pitiful, but thats how i feel. Every now and then my stomache will hurt and i'll think Hmmm? but then i realize its prob nothing. I still remember the day I took my hpt with katy and got my positive. I got up out of bed, kinda felt dizzy and my ears burned. I just thought I was sick bc the day before Sara was sick, we went to kmart that night to pick up a few things and I got a 2pk test. Needless to say the line came up right away and was dark, at the time i took the test I was around 8wks already, I was on BC so I didnt think to test any sooner.
I just think back to that day and wonder if I will ever see those 2 lines again.
Well, I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend..I have to go feed my hungry bunch :wavehello:

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CD35

Feeling a bit crampy, but nothing much. I don't think af is going to come today. I had a dream last night that I took a hpt and it was pos. of course ive had the same dreams before and they didnt mean anything. Im in a bad mood today, everything is irritating me.
I was going to go walking today since its nice out, but i didnt feel like going..I did do a mile and a half on my treadmill last night, so im pretty proud of that.

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CD35-cont.

I feel very relaxed and satisfied right now :mrgreen: I was very ansy and so I lured dh into the bedroom for a quickie :bigwink: It was awesome, and just what I needed.
I am having some pains in my upper abdomen, I did alot of crunches last night so im sure thats why. I am also having some pinching feelings in my stomache..Im still wishing and praying that I get a BFP but who knows. I will test if AF hasn't come on friday, I'll go get an equate from walmart, gotta go there anyway LOL! Im sleepy but its way too early to go to bed, id be up half the night if I did.
**Well, thanks again to everyone to reads this, I hope I haven't bored or brung anyone down :wavehello: **

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CD36

Well, I just made an appt with my dr for next monday, I hope everything goes well and they can help me. I have to keep this appt this time, the past 2x ive made an appt i didnt go. Still no sign of af, but im not surprised. I am having more aching in my boobs, I dont remember ever having them ache this much. Like I said before, I will take a test this friday. Right now its just a wait and see game.
Well, gotta go get my kids from school..bbl!

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CD1

Yep, today starts another cycle for me. Im a little sad, but a little happy. Why? you might ask, well last mth my cycle was 34 days, this time 36 days, its the first time that its been in the same range. Im hoping this means im "getting back to normal" so to speak. Im still keeping my dr's appt on monday though...I had a feeling once I made that appt I would start, and sure enough LOL! Im a bit disappointed, but im going to try a few new things this time around and hopefully will see a bfp this cycle. I do know now not to read into too many "symptoms" bc they could easily be wrong. I had-
-Achy boobs
-Tiredness
-Sick feeling
-Cramps
-Headaches
-Face Breakout
So, this just goes to show that just bc you may have symptoms that your pg, its not always the case. Well, its about 410am and im getting sleepy.. G'night!

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CD2

Not a whole lot going on tonight, I've decided that im going to try the soy isoflavones starting on friday, and im going to order some more opk's also. Im hoping it works this mth, please cross your fingers for me & dh Smile
Im sitting here listening to a song that dh played for me the night he proposed, after the song he propose, it makes me cry every time I hear it :cry:
Katy is awake and waiting for daddy to get home. She soo needs a haircut, which she is getting this friday. I hate to cut the back, but it needs a trim. She has such pretty hair, its kinda thin with a reddish-brown-blonde color. Everyone who is around comments on her big blue eyes, Im not sure where she gets her eyes from. She is starting to be bossy towards her brother & sisters LOL! I shouldnt laugh but its kinda cute the way she does it. Of course the other kids know she is just playing and dont complain.
Im having some cramps, not that bad though..im bleeding a little more that earlier, but also, not that bad. Hopefully AF will hurry up and leave so we can get to the opk's & :sex: LOL!. I think im going to have my iron chkd, i am always feeling tired and just completely worn out. Im just hoping and praying that we are successful this mth and we get our august baby.

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CD2-continued

Can I just say how much I love my husband? He is sooo sweet, and can catch me off guard. Last night, er..this morning we kinda got into an argument, so we went to bed, I was going to go right to sleep and he put his arm around me, told me he was sorry, and then we had the most passionate, most caring sex ever. It was more caressing and kissing than anything.
Sorry, I know you all prob didnt want to hear(or read) that, but i just had to write it Smile
In AF news, the :witch: hasn't been that bad at all. She is very light and im not having any cramps or anything, 2 more days and she'll be outta here Yahoo
Well, thats it for now..see ya tomorrow :wavehello:

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CD5

WOW, I can't beleive I haven't written in 3 days. I guess I've been busy with the kids and such, I just haven't really had time to. I had kinda a weird AF this time. I started out spotting, then a little heavy then spotting again..now on cd4 & cd5 I have nothing, not even spotting. Oh well, im just glad she is gone. I ordered some opk's, they should get here next week...I also started taking soy, we'll see if that really does work or not. Im hoping so.

We went and got Katy's hair cut today, she is soo cute. Her hair is a little shorter than I'd like, but it grows fast. She was very good tonight. I did notice while we were eating that she def gets her eyes from her daddy. They were both drinking from their cups, watching tv and I swear they looked so much alike LOL! She is all tuckered out now and is sleeping. I went for a meeting at work yesterday, it may not be the best of jobs, but atleast its a job and money coming in, for now.

Thanks for reading everyone Smile

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CD8

Still taking the vitamins, hoping they work. I'm feeling a little hopeful this mth, I am keeping up with my temping and keeping an eye on my cm. My tests should come in this week, and then I'll start testing prob around saturday/sunday. Other than that, nothing else going on. Tired as all get out, but what else is knew LOL!

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CD9

One more day of my vitamin and then we'll see how long it takes me to O. I got my opk's in the mail today, I took one just to see and it was of course neg. Hopefully I will O earlier than usual, we'll see. I've got a headache and about to go to bed.

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CD11

This cycle seems to be going a bit fast, it's hard to beleive that I am already on cd11, but hey thats ok Smile Im moody as all get out, poor dh, I have been snapping at him for the slightest things. :wow: up to page 3 now, thats pretty neat LOL! I finished my vitamins or whatever you want to call it on thurs..Im hoping it works out. I have seen alot of the ladies on the ttc0-12 board get their bfp's, im happy for them and hope I can join them Smile
We unexpectedly BD this am, neither of us planned it, it just happened ROFL no complaints though :bigwink: I've been trying to keep up with my temping and such, i just hope im doing it right. I had some CM last night (before dh got home) when I was shaving, it looked white and stretchy, and it had been a few days since we BD so I know it wasn't from dh. I didn't mark it down though, cause it was just that one time. I *think* I was able to feel my cervix too, but I am terrible at that, so im not 100% sure.
Not much else goin on, see ya around :wavehello:

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CD19

WOW! a whole week w/o posting. Things have been really stressful around here, haven't had much time to do much of anything. TG was pretty good, just did the usual. I had to work from 10-4 but it wasnt bad.
According to my opk's, I haven't O'd yet :roll: and my temps are screwy too..I have a feeling we're out this mth too. We did dtd the past two nights and I used preseed, so maybe we'll have a miracle. I have had some ewcm, not alot but some. Having some cramping now, who knows. I guess the soy didnt work for me, I might try next mth, but not sure.

Im very tired and dh has to work tomorrow, so we gotta go sleepy now :wavehello:

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CD21

Not sure if I did, or am about to, but early yesterday morning we dtd and I used pre-seed..well, later on that day I had alot of ewcm(atleast thats what it looked like, def wasnt sperm) and when we finished hardly any came out, sooo Im kinda hopeful. I have been cramping on and off today. OPK's still say neg though :roll: I think im just going to suck it up and say I got a bad batch of opk's. I dont think im going to be buying them online anymore. I like answer tests, and thats what i trust and will use from now on.

Well, its 130am and im extremely tired and have to work in 8 1.2 hrs. TTYL! :wavehello:

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CD23

Well, FF gave me a dotted line for Oing on cd20, which was sunday..I have a feeling it may be right too. I felt like maybe I did O then. I am very pms'sy right now. Im tired and just not in a good mood. I never got a pos opk, although yesterday morning I did get an almost pos..which is weird. Like I said before, I think I got bad tests.
Well, its the waiting game now I guess. The soy didn't work for me, but im hoping that the pre-seed did. I used it every time we BD this weekend. We'll see.

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CD24-4dpo

Not a whole lot goin on today, my temp went up Smile and I have increasing cm. Im staying optimistic over this. I just realized that we wont be able to ttc this mth bc around O time, we'll be in CA at my inlaws. SO if this time wasn't it, we have to wait until jan Sad

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CD28-8DPO

Nothing to report, cramping and moodiness..thats all for now.

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CD31-11DPO

Well, I have had several people tell me that my chart is looking good..From their mouths(or keyboards LOL) to GOD's ears. I am soooooooo hoping this is our mth and we get our baby. I am surprised that my temps are staying up in the 98 degree range, usually it's around 97.
Im moody, crampy(but not really like af cramps, kwim?) tired and now I've got a dull headache Sad Im hoping it goes away soon.
Well got to go help the kids with their homework, :wavehello: Thanks for Reading Smile

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CD34-14dpo

Well, im pretty sure that af is on her way. I've had some cramps, my temp went down today and I've just got that feeling, kwim? Even though my temp is still well above my coverline, i think it's safe to say that this mth is out for us :bluesad: Nothing more to report, Im very tired and im going to go relax some before the kids get home.

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Back to the drawing board

CD1

Well, I was right. I woke up this morning feeling very icky with a sore throat, I went to the bathroom and had spotting on my underwear. I knew I would start soon.
The FF forecaster says that I have a 34 day cycle, with a 14day LP. It also says that I should O around dec. 27th..and of course we'll be with the inlaws then. We'll see what happens. I have a headache so Im going to go..ttyl!

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