1 dpo..or maybe oing today..i think 1 dpo
Again..its been yonks since i wrote.
A lot and nothing has been happening.
so I had the medical at the hospital..that was pretty yuk...after I had the pessaries it took about 5 hours until anything started other than cramps and shivers...was wrapped up in blankets and Ms coat which gave me a temperature so was being even closer monitored.
Bleeding was heavy but not miscarriage heavy and at about 5pm I had an internal and the nurse removed a small clot and sent me home to finish as the cervix was partially open.
Well..seems like it closed back up because the bleeding tappered out over the next day and I was STILL getting positive on the tests a week later..or there about...I called the hospital and they booked me in again for a scan on the Friday and that they book me in provisional for surgery on the monday.
When I got there I was told to pee on a stick..I did explain I was having a scan but the nurse said that I would just have a internal anyway..so I did and yup still positive.
Had an exturnal scan and apologised that I had emptied my bladder..the nurse was pushing hard..saying my eggs looked great and looked like I was ready to o..that I had a small cycst but that was normal and she would just do an internal as my cervix is tilted but so far it all looked great and I could start trying that night if I wanted...to say I was happy was an understatement..BUT!!... she did the internal and I saw the sac on the screen..it was lying across the top of my cervix...I didn't know whether to laugh at the situation or bawl.
So went outside..met with the nurse. She was asking what I wanted to do..whether I wanted to just wait..my god..how I kept my temper..through gritted teeth I told her that I had already been booked in for Monday to get rid of the sac ab=nd she asked me who had told me this and she doubted it were true and left to check...when she came back she asked me what was wrong and why I looked so cross...again how I didn't batter her I'll never know...she said then that I was right and I booked in on Mnday at 7am.
So after a long weekend I went in and finally completed the miscarriage.
Felt like I had 3 miscarriages in about 2 months...was awful..but thank god its over now...reckon I've had my quota of bad luck.
June M and I went away on hols...was great very relaxing and I got my first AF the day before we left..great..not!..lol
That was about 26 days after the surgery.
then I had a 26/27 day cycle..have gone to 27/28 days now...last month I was back on the monitor and got loads of lows..one high and straight into peak....this month well its been how it should be..had my first high on cd 10 and then had a peak yesterday and today..positive o tests yesterday and the day before...and M has been so on board this month...we haven't missed a day...and may even get one in tomorrow morning.
We have been lucky on the days its fallen as had yesterday and today off work as my old drinking pal got married yesterday so went up to him to see him tying the knot..and today was to recover from all the driving..we were so tired we both woke at 8am...M was late for work but still showed willing by being even more late for me...bless him.
So thats where we are at the mo...its the waiting game now.
Kept having dreams over the last couple of months that my best friend was pregnant too..she had been trying since her wedding in september..anyway..I called her last week and asked her and yes..shes just over 3 months..so happy for her..she must have found out as I found out I had lost my baby..poor girl must have felt awful..how do you share with your best friend when you know they have lost what you have just gained...she has told me to get a wiggle on so we can share at least some of our pregnancy..no pressure...lol
she'll make a great mum and her oh will make a great dad.
Thats really about it...work is good....dog is crazy but mine..lol..M is great..cat is spiteful...life is fab.
Now all we need is that successful pregnancy..and this month would be extra special as the babies due date would be around my mums birthday...considering my angel is probably with her now I think she owes me a new baby...lol..she has my first...she can damn well pull some strings with him upstairs to let me have my second. :)
Rugth..oh and my friend Christie on here has had her boy and I am sooooo happy for her...she and her hubby will be the best parents ever and their son will be a much loved and spoilt lad and will be the husband of the daughter I hope to have..I've married them off already...lool