Actually saying all that it means if it were correct it would be next cycle...unless I were over due...or early if it were next cycle...I'm thinking way tooooo much..and its way too early...relax..relax....I haven't even o'd yet....Deep breaths..hahahaha.
But it would be really good if I did fall next weekend as it would have been my mums birthday on the 25th..and if I were overdue a had my baby around 11-16th of March it would be close to my dads birthday on the 13th...how cool would that be..it would be like fate...
Oh shut up Liz!!!!
I am so stressed and headachey and freaked out.
I won a court claim over work not being completed that I had paid for on my flat..I gave the guy ample oppotunity to repay me..I even excepted the £230 quote he said he owed me rather than the £600 I believed..and expected payment last Sept...I called and called and he kept sayihg next month..I allowed this as he was the bro of a friend.
December he didn't respond to my call..I left it that month as it was Christmas and they have a LO and I didn't want her loosing out. In Jan all the phone lines had been stopped...so I went to the Small claims.
I won..bailiffs are due to go this week I think.
Last night I got a threat on my VM saying to watch my back..totally freaked out now..DBF is fuming and wants me to cancel the claim...I have refused and I'm off to the police station to report this today.
I am lucky that he left a voicemail.
It could have been resolved if he had just homoured his part of the bargain and paid me my money...or better if he had finished the work by the time I had asked him to rather than to ignore me and just not turn up.
Now in all honesty I feel scared and threatened..got a banging headache..didn't sleep last night and when i did I dreamt he had got into the house...flipping drama!!
I hate it!
Rest of the weekend was good though..bought a new gas bbq...LOL
Shame this has tainted it.....I don't need this!
Ohhh...only a couple more days til I get my LH surge if the last couple of months are anything to go by..will start to do my OPKs tomorrow or Thursday..just in case.
Can't wait....I'm sure as we are away this weekend that DBF will be in thw mood..also I did say to him to just hurry up and get my preganat then I don't have to keep telling him the good times.
I just want to have his baby...I want us to share in something amazing.
Police went okay..they took all details and said they would call him and tell him not to be silly and that if anything happened to me he would be No one on the list.
They also said that it was unlikely anything would happen..but they would keep me on a high priority.
Michael seems a bit more chilled now..which is good.
I'm just jumping at every car tooting down the round...but I will not let it phase me...can't let bullies win!!!!
Puppy training was fantastic last night.
Puppy was brilliant...still can't get him to do a down on command..he just sits and stares at me..with so much concentration...hes so cute...but his heel work and sits and play and retrieves are fab...he is sooooooo gorgeous. :D
Police just called.
They got through to the builder...cautioned him with strong words.
He admitted leaving the message..but didn't mean to scare me..was just frustrated.
He was advised to leave me alone and if he wanted to contact me to do it officially through solicitors.
That would be interesting as it was him who came to the sum he had to repay me...but...phew...he knows I won't tolerate threats and hopefully its almost the end of all this now..once my money is repaid then thats that and a huge line can be drawn under everything!
This is getting sooooooo stupid!!
Now I have had a text from said person..apologising for sounding mean..but was frustrated at...this is where it get s bit weird....the message I left on his website....and that it will be resolved in court and I will be recieving a date soon.
I have refrained from asking what the message was, as I really don't want to know..but I have responded that I haven't left any messages, but thanks for the apology and I'll wait for the court date.
The only thing I have done is file a small claim against him to repay the money he AGREED to pay me back in August...ARGHHHH.
Anyway...I spoke to the police and apparently he even said to the policeman that hes aware the message may not be from me..WTF!!...roll on the court date..lets see if he maybe posted it himself...or if he upset anyone else...
I have a headache!!
This is not a good time for making babies when I'm so stressed!
Feeling a lot less stressed today.
Truth will out and all that.
So quite happy with the situation.
So close to O day..I can almost taste it...really hope we both make a proper effort to catch the egg this month.
Would mean so much to concieve on my mums birthday!
Can't believe its Wednesday already...Friday is nearly here and can't wait to see my brother whos meeting me in London on Friday to come back with me then we're all going to Wales for a birthday and a Christening of someof our oldest friends.
A little scared of driving Michaels car though as its a lot bigger than mine..and Michael can't drive 6 hours as he has a really bad knee at the mo..so I'll do it...but very scared..never driven an 'Adult' car. LOL
Its nearly Friday..whoop!
Will try a O test today..although probably won't be positive til tomorrow or Saturday..but you never know..best to start early so I don't miss it. :)
Can't wait to see my bro tomorrow....going to be a good weekend.
We're going for an indian tomorrow night with him and some friends so it will be lovely. :)
Then drop little puppy off Saturday...I'm so nervous about leaving him for the weekend...god what will I be like when I have kids and have to drop them at nursery..I'll be a mess...soppy cow!
Watched a few episodes of the Inbetweeners last night..omg they are sooooo funny..I recommend them but only to people who like crudeness.
The caravan park one with the car and Neil had me half laughing have covering my mouth in shock and a little bit gagging...hahaha
CD 10 today
Ever closer to the big O...yay!!!
DBF and I have been quite regular this week with the boinking...I am inpressed...although last night he said that as I had had it twice this week it took 2 days off the the 5 in a row I said I wanted for this O period....I just about dyed laughed...pointed out that its been for fun..and I've been cleaning his pipes for the really ones..its down the nitty gritty from tonight or tomorrow!!
He looked scared. LOL
At least its the weekend so we can do a bit of morning play which he prefers and Sunday and Monday we don't have to jump up and deal with our furbaby as we're away so the mood isn't stopped..so its all good!!
Can't believe we've finally got to Friday..can't wait to see my brother...can't wait to hear all his gossip of the date he went on.
Can't wait to see our old friends and catch up with them either..the drive is going to be hell..but it will be worth it.
Plus the B and B do a mean breakfast. :)
Roll on 1600 when I can blow this third world pop stand and get on with the weekend!!!!!
I hope everyone else has a top weekend too.
Finally got my positive LH on sunday...seems to come on CD 12 on the button now.
Have managed to Boink every day since CD9...so hoping I'm in good stead this month.
Once I got my positive on Sunday I have o pains from there on in...so I'm assuming that my LH surge comes literally just before I o...but we will still do the dance tonight and tomorrow just in case.
Saying that though I wish we had an extra one yesterday as it was about 6am yesterday morning when we went for it..so it will be about 18 hours between when we have a bit of fun tonight.
Saying all that though my back is killing me.
The bed in the B and B was a huge rounded soft thing that was only just wide enough for us and it gave us both back ache.
Then being stuck in the car for 6 hours didn't help..our bed hurt me even more to the point I woke up with back spasms...god it hurt..ened up sleeping in the spare room from 3 til when I got up at 5 and it was less painful...time for a new bed me thinks..unless its just left over pain from the B an B.
Hated not waking up next to M though..hated it..big style!!!!!
Weekend was fantastic though..my god the weather!! it was divine.
Took us 7 or 8 hours to get to Pembroke because of traffic on the M25...got there with just enough time to fool around relax for 30 mins and then get changed and go to the birthday bashes.
Was so good seeing all my old friends..been years!!
We actually didn't stay all that long as we were so tired from the drive so we got home about 2300...then up early in the morning for breakfast and my bro and M and I wondsered down to the castle where they were having a medival day...was good to look around.
Then we sat in front of the b and b and chatted.
The family who we came to see lives both sides of the b and b so we kept seeing them coming in and out preparing for the christening.
Pat nipped in to see his best friend while I grabbed M for a quickie as I had my surge.
Was so funny...(TMI ahead) he was kneeling against me so my legs where in the air afterwards...he was kind of holding me up...when my mobile rang...it was my brother, M answered saying I was in the loo...what a time to call..just to say he was back..pleased he didn't knock on the room though..hahaha.
We had such a good weekend.
On Saturday we had to drop puppy off at the kennels...OMG..I was nearly in tears..hated saying goodbye to him..hope hes okay..we couldn't pick him up yesterday so M is going there in about half an hour to get him.
Was weird to have a quiet house yesterday..the cat loved it and was sprawled in the garden when we were doing a bbq and then came and sat in the living room with us...told her not to get used to it as mad dog was back today..feel really sorry for my cat really...I hope the dog gets a bit calmer and she stops winding him up so we can have a happy dog and cat.
Anyway...must do some work.
I hope everyone had a wonderful weekend. :)
M just called..hes picked puppy up and has been charged a lot of money...plus Puppy didn't get his extras on Monday..looks like hes been ignored...They haven't even taken the £50 deposit off the bill.
And more importantly puppy is skittish and nervous..never has he been like that ever!!!
Trying to call the kennel bu getting Voicemaiol..want my £50 back and will be cancelling the week in June..its not on.
I just want to go home to puppy now and give him cuddles!!!!!!