Cd 15 2dpo
ZZZZZZZZZZ...so tired...slept upside down to see if that part of the mattress was better...a little but not enough...Urgh!
Was so good to see puppy....he was so cute..but have to say not as jumpy as normal..which is good..he still managed to ruin my new tights but he was slightly calmer..which although good makes me a little concerned.
But hes home and its lovley to have him home.
Ebony even sat on the coffee table and swore at him while he tried to play with her..never had them in the same room for that length of time. :)
Tonights my 'insurance' night...Michael is praying that we have made a baby this month..hes exhausted..he actually hid last night for a while..I was sorting clothes out for today and getting ready for bed and he hid in the spare room...I didn't bother trying to find him as I knew he'd get bored..and sure enough..hahaha...then he decided that he was going to spend 10 minutes squirting me and the cat with water because it was fun..and as he had put out every day since Thurs I owed him that...so I let him squirt me in the face and let him squirt the bed...Hey at least he gives me practice over what it will be like with kids...hahahaha
Anyway...get to test Sunday week..or at least know where we stand.....God I hope we made it this month..it would be mazing if we did..I'm so excited. :)
Its nearly Friday!!
M and I did our last Baby Boink last night for this cycle...from here on in its for fun...if I ever get him to go near me again..I'm sure he feels abused. Poor guy!!!
I offered letting him off..but he was adament that we were going to do it...he so wants us to get BFP this cycle...after he even said.."right I want reults by this weekend" I laughed and laughed and said that wasn't going to happen..explained that it takes a little bit longer than a squirt and a swim..told him I'll know by the 7th..be it with AF or be it with a BFP and no AF.
He was really sweet last night..he told me he knew how he wanted to tell his mum...he has one of those ball things that ask you questions about what you are thinking and it guesses from a series of yes/no/sometimes/Unknown.
So we sat down and tried it...the bummer is the closest we could get to the right answer was a human being...so that idea is laid to rest.
I reckon we should hide the positive test somewhere and make her go and find it..like a treasure hunt with clues and such...not sure if he'll be up for that.
I said that I wanted us to tell her together..and his response was that I would be at work and why did I want to be there...Excuse me..it will be me carrying the bubba...hahaha..so whatever happens I'll make sure I tell him on a weekend and that I go with him to his mums!!!
Cheeky buggle. :)
Anyway..I'm getting ahead of myself really...if we have caught the egg, I very much doubt its even impkanted yet..so...LOL
Anyway...Badminton tonight...will be fun.
Shame our friends can't make next Thursday//but lucky them for being in Italy!!!!...So envious...hey ho..we're off there next month too..so can't moan plus I'm off to Barecelona in 15 days..whoop!!!
Life is good!!!
I am sooo tired today...so happy its Friday...went to sleep later as I got a new game on my phone..sad..but hey ho. LOL
Plus didn't get my normal morning coffee at the station as they newsagents had been burgarled..poor gits...looks like an inside job too as the door had been unlocked and the alarm unset....hmmmmm....a bit stupid this robber.
I am so happy its Friday....work til 4 then home stopping by the supermarket then its drinks for V's birthday..M is staying at his folks tonight as they are away and he needs to be there for nan and also the B and B is full he he has to be there in case of emergency...I have the bed to myself...Whoopeee..I can spread..and breath my so called Dog breath in every direction!! hahaha.
Its a beutiful day and I hope its stays like this..I want to lie in the sun and get some colour..play with the dog and see friends.
Thinking that I should maybe stick to soft drinks this weekend though as you never know a bean could be in my tummy...Wishful thinking..but we did it right this cycle so I have the full 15%...oh please please please!!!!!!
What a great weekend....sun was shining..everyone was in great spirits..and I had the bed to myself Friday:)
Friday night we had drinks for V's birthday...didn't stay out all that long..had a couple of glasses of wine and felt tired so thought I would make the most of having the house to myself...so left DBF with the guys and went home to veg infront of the tv...once home I decided to play with puppy and see if I could finally get him to lie down on command..and I did it...I am soo chuffed...took a full bag of treats..and lots of hard work...2 hours solid..I'm impressed he maintained concentration..but it was so cute...just to make sure he was doing it due to the word not because he knew what I wanted to do I mixed up the 'Downs' with 'sits' comes' and 'ups' and it worked..Whhoooppppeee!!!
When M got home Saturday morning I showed him and he was impressed in his way.
Then I heard him doing it with puppy when I was out of the room!!! LOL
He told me I had created a monster as now he had a new move to make his begging more effective...every time we ate anything he would just flop down and look at us with big brown eyes.
Its great and I am over the moon.
Can't wait for puppy class tonight..lets hope he doesn't show me up..although I know it will be hard to get his full attention as we didn't have class last week so all the dogs will be hyper as they normally are after a break.
Things are going really well with puppy, he seems to be calming down alot..I love him to pieces.
Only downfall with him is that after all the treats hes had a runny tummy all weekend....DBF kindly cleared it all up from the garden and let me sunbathe. :)
Other than that weekend was nice and quiet and relaxing. We had morris weekend so had thousands of morris dancers...walking back from friends the roads were shut off and there were streams of men dancing with there hankies..I got choked up..weird..had to stop my self crying..noticed that a bit the last few days that a nice gesture or something cool on tv fills me with tears...also my boobs have the odd ache in them then it eases off and I have had the odd twinge in my tummy..but in different spots...like a needle.
Last night I notice a tiny speck of blood too..and got quite excited..told M..but also said that it could have been from my piercing when the dog jumped on me...but you never know..we did it right this month so there is a chance..only thing is the gland under my right arm is starting to become sore, and that is a normal AF sign..although its not fully developed yete to what it is..but...anyway..there are possibly some good signs for this moth..but then they could also be AF signs and AF is due Sunday.
I hope she doesn't come..DBF has been looking at play things like slides etc..a little ahead of himself there...we don't have a big enough garden even if I were up the duff..LOL...but its nice hes thinking about it all.
Anyway....enough of the obsessing....its a waiting game now..and if its meant to be it will be..if not..well onto March....and see if the predictions come true. :)
Have a great day everyone. :)
OOOOO...just literally blew my nose as I was about to type and I have a small nose bleed.....just an ickle bit..but that has just made me feel a little more positive.... Hmmm
Anyway....last night I was lying in bed and I geet a really tight feeling across my right breast...was like when I had my breast reduced..so I sat up and it was like something moved in there....weird....could be them getting ready for AF though I guess.
The gland under my arm is still up but not as fully as usual..but that is usually a certain sign of AF.
Feel a little queasy..but that could have something to do with ramming a fried egg and bacon baguette down my throat at super speed...so greedy!!
I think the only thing that makes me say...Oh...maybe I can be a bit positive this month is that little bit of blood from my nose....but I won't know til Sunday and I refuse to waste my tests when I know I'll know one way or the other on Sunday...
Keep getting little twinges in my tummy and aches in my boobs...but at this time of month its so natural to read anything and everything into things...will try not to obsess. :D
Had my puppy class last night...as expected Rocco found it hard to concentrate..although he did lie down on command and was so cute.
There are two little sister puppies..think they are king charles..and Rocco loves them...in particular the tan and white one..and she seems to love him..she keeps crawling on her belly to him and looks up at him all adoringly...then he just licks her mouth...she then rolls on her back and he sniffs and licks...its so cute...her sister likes to get in on the action too..but isn't as submissive and Rocco seems only to have eyes for the tan one.
We ended up sitting by Roccos 'Girlfriend' for bit last night and they both were straining to get near each other while the others were taking turns to do a run and wait...and Rocco was licking the little ones mouth..but drooling too..I mean proper drool dripping on the floor..if anyone knows what that means please can you pm me?
After all this Rocco was not interested in the class..he just sat staring at Mia and when Mia ignored him he started whining and yelping a little bit..it was the cutest thing ever..if not a bit frustrating because even a treat could not tear my love struck puppies eyes away from his interest.
I asked the lady if Mia came with a good dowry..LOL
So cute...I think I need to get Rocco done pretty soon...although M doesn't want us to..but...I don't know, Mia and Roccos puppies would be gorgeous!!!!!!
Love is in the air..its so obviously summer. :)
Cd 22 9dpo
Half way through the week..only two more early starts til the weekend....can't wait..
Got to start getting things ready for Friday week for my weekend away...get all the white washing done on Saturday I think...pack a little bag.
Bought some suncream last night..although apparently I have a full bottle because M grabbed it before he went jogging...although I got a half hearted lecture as its only factor 4....oops....
Got some plasic bottles and plastic bag for check in too..so all prepared...not like I need a lot for 2 days.
Saw a good friend last night..had a quick catch up in Macdonalds over a cola..shes so happy its so good to see.
Life after numbnut is good for her and it makes me so happy as she is a lovely girl. :)
Not sleeping well at the mo...my back still aches in bed..not as much as iy was but enough to make me squirm in the mornings.
Woke up during the night for a huge pee....tea before bed is not a good idea..and then there was all sorts of noises outside and as it was so hot we had the window open so everything was magnified....
Looking forward to getting home tonight as M has got a whole lot of old fantasy films..like Willow and Red sonja and the Sinbad films..so we're going to watch one after dinner tonight...relieve the 80s. :)
Feel a little bit icky today after eating toast and my gland which during the day went down yesterday has come up again but not as much as all the other months and seems to be going down again....does that mean anything?...will soon find out..then if it doesn't mean anything it just gives me one less thing to obsess about which is good.
Roll on sunday!!!!
I just want to know either way...
Oh how I look back on the days and remember fondly that I didn't know anything about the limited fertility period or the 2 ww, how I just thought you could get preganat easily at any time of the month....now I'm a biology lesson to all around me.....I must bore people to tears..hahaha
Cd 23 10 dpo
I'm such a numpty!!!
I just realised that I am not due Sunday..but Monday...Sunday is day 26...DOH!!!!!
Gutted just added an extra day til testing!!
I really don't know what my cahnces are this month...Just don't feel different...but then I guess I don't have any PMT either I don't think..the gland under my arm is nowhere as bad as it has been ALL my life..which is different..but what does that mean...could be nothing and to just focus on that is crazy...plus I'm queffing a lot...but hey maybe I'm just a bit baggy or something...yeurgh..and that is a joke. :D
My boobs are only a little bit tender at the sides..but I'm pushing them so hard I could be making them tender..ARGHHH!!!!
Everything else I feel..well I don't know..I've felt it before..but...this is so annoying...LOL
DBF said either I am or I'm not and not to stress about it...I think I am stressing a bit because I know he hates the sex on demand and the every night for a week jobby...so I just want to get pregnat fast so the stress is off him...does that make sense.
Anyway....what will be will be...the suns shining..and I am in a great mood.
Woke up earlier this morning, DBF was giving me booby cuddles which was nice...when my alarm finally went off he said how nice it was to have a long booby cuddle and how soft my skin is at the moment...awwww.....so didn't want to leave him.
We watched Princess Bride last night..liked it...didn't like the running commentary though...Michael telling me the difference between the book and film all the way through..just wanted gaffa tape to shut him up...LOL
He cooked a lovley meal of broccoli and red pesto taglitelle..yum..with a brocooli and cheese quorn slice on the side...was gorgeous!!!
Anyway..back to the grindstone....
I want a baby!!!!!!!!! LOL
Cd 24 11dpo
Good morning...Thank the lord its Friday!!!
Shame weather is grey and rainy..and I'm wearing shorts...brrrrr LOL
Having Chilli and film night tonight which I'm looking forward to...M makes a mean Chilli. :D
Supposed to have a pizza bbq tomorrow....We can still do it...just sit inside I guess...but hopes the weather picks up. :D
Well...my boobs are a lot more tender today and my gland is up more...so pretty sure AF will show Monday..but may test tomorrow, wasn't going to test until late..but I do have a couple of spare tests..and in all honesty once I am preggers they will just get wasted...or I'll send them to someone else who needs them..oh thats a good idea..when I do FINALLY get my BFP I'll see if anyone needs the tests I have left...and my OPK's...save someone else some cash...thats a good idea...thinking out loud.
I was sitting on the train with my side kick train buddy today and we were talking about penny sweets and crisps and such..and I started dribbling...my mouth just kept filling with water...wasn't even that hungry. LOL
Is it a sign...or are my AF boobs a sign...
Well We'll soon find out won't we..but reckon I'll be moving over to March...but the upside is that it might just coincide with my Jenny Renny and Cheri readings...hahahahaha
What will be will be...
Come on Egg get Fertilised will ya!!!!!
DBF just called...no mean chilli tonight...but a tasty bolenese as hes bought swirly pasta...hahahahaha...he asked what I would prefer I said chilli...he said...oh..I bought some cool swirly pasta..I said Bolenese he said COOL!!!
Typical..he does that all the time...asks me what I would prefer...on food, or tv and I say one and he does the other. LOL
Not complaining I love Bolenese and if its in the slow cooker all day it is the dogs dangly bits!!
11 Days to O...and so it starts again.
I am grateful though that AF came right on time and didn't leave me hanging.
I am grateful my preiods are so regular.
Now all I want is it not to sure on the 4th of July and I'm happy.
That is the day I fly back from Lake Como..so it would be nice to come home with no AF and gives us a day to settle before seeing M's folks...I know he'll want to tell them as soon as I don't sure...bless him.
Hes been very sweet.
I told him on Saturday that I was pretty sure that AF would show..although my gland wasn't up totally..I just kind of knew...and he lent over me on Saturday night and whispered are you sure its going to show..I said yes..he said..oh well we'll try harder next month..but fon't give up hope because it hasn't ahppened yet..there is still a chance it won't show.
Today I text him when i got to work and said I've got it..and he test back Never mind if at first you don't suceed....x
Hes so supportive...especially as I know he really wants this...keeps talking about how to tell his mum and how his mum will be more excited than me...he keeps talking about a new house and that maybe I can go and work at the families B and B and add input and really make a family business of it.
Everything is exciting, but I just want to be pregnant so I know whats happening.
Michael and I were discussing things yesterday and he has put my fears at rest about money coming in...we agreed I would sell my flat when I got the BFP and that after renewing the lease and solicitors fees I would put the cash i got into another account that has interest so we can then look at clubbing together and buying somewhere with another room and a library and a garden and a garage...with his property and mine we could find somewhere nice in the village.
Its so exciting..and as the months go by we discuss things more and more and we are both so excited.
Weekend was good..had a pizza party...he makes mean pizzas.
Had two friends who brought their dogs..was a hoot....one dog was very quiet when he arrived...found out why as he exploded over the back garden..was so funny..not for the poor dog..but watching everyone run inside due to the stink..M was like wheres he gone (About the dog) and someone joked that he had gone inside to finish what he had started..Michael cried out..you weren't joking were you and had to clean the floor..luckily we have wood floors not carpet.
The dog was fine after that..and was all happy and cute.
Ended up with just him and our dog..and was pleasantly surprised when we all went in for the evening that they curled up together..Rocco was actually the one who calmed down first..which was amazing!!
Had a nice meal with the In laws yesterday too..to say good bye to SIL'd partner whos off to work abroad for a few months..I hope they can make it work..but if anyone can they can..they are a great match. :)
Anyway..enough of my rambling.
Hope everyone had a great weekend. :)