Yup...even better + today!!
Dark as a dark thing can be...guess that means I o tomorrow...my left ovary is stabbing me...wonder what the chances are that if we do the do Friday late afternoon that we still have a chance..or if there are any little men waiting still...I really hope Ms men live for 3 days!!!!
Looks like i'm a day behind this month..normally I'm on 2DPO.
Means my LP is shorter..hope that doesn't affect anything.
Well feeling in a lot better mood today.
although I am tired from lying in bed gossiping til silly o clock..but was good to see my friend..haven't seen her since November properly.
Staying at J's again tonight..which will be nice..I can fall asleep early there.
There isn't a lot to say today...
All quiet on the western front.
Shame I'm away from home as I can't temp as the times get messed up..but guess when I get back I'll find myself in a higher temp range....then I can see if we did manage to get it right this month or whether my fears are valied.
Would be cool if we got it right..although DBF would never shut up about how much I worked him previously when we only needed to do it once..hahaha..that would be my luck...my ears would be ringing. LOL
Its almost the weekend..yay!!!!
i cannot wait for a lie in and an evening tonight just relaxing.
My tummy has been hurting lots.
Woke up at 0535 with a pain so horrible...it was just like when I had the UTI...was gutted too as I didn't have to get up til 0610 this morning!! Pah!
Ended up on the loo for half an hour.
Its mostly gone now but feel a bit tender on the inside..doesn't hurt when touched though.
Since coming off the pill and ttc to comcieve all I seem to get all month long is some kind of aches and pains...does my head in.
My wrist is sarting to hurt too...limited movement on it!
Had this last year..had all kinds of blood tests etc..thank God I have the appointment on Monday...thank god its monday and not Thursday like I thought!
sometimes I fee like I'm 80 not 35!!!
And here we are again.
Had my hospital appointment yesterday.
all is in order.
I do have hyper mobile joints..but its nothing to be concerned about.
He said stretching and paracetamal..but its probably something i've just got to live with.
He did want to do an xray..but being in the 2WW we decided to wait and see if AF shows..once shes appeared then I can book an xray.
But other than that...no answers really.
I did take a paracetamal before bed last night and I slept soundly..so thats good.
DBF bought me some deep heat too..but sadly I can't use it...allergic to aspirin and they say not use if pregnant..so don't want to try it in case..also..with the allergy..well that would put me in hospital anyway..so its just the tablets.
told DBF that i couldn't have an xray and bless him he thought I was teasing him and trying to say I was already pregnant...he looked so hopeful and happy..I can't wait to give him a baby..I know he'll be thrilled.
Weekend I felt so grumpy..work had annoyed me sooo much by one dragon woman trying to treat me as her departments skivvy!
I have my own work to do and I'm not wasting hours stuffing their envelopes!...wouldn't mind if I was asked...in fact I relish helping out.
but when I have an email forwarded to me which I wasn't supposed to see insinuationg my work is not important and I am to do ALL this departments minial work..well..luckily my boss agrees that the email shouldn't have been sent round the department....Grrr...was so angry..its played on me all weekend!
Luckily they haven't asked for my help today because I might just tear someone a new A hole.
Made it worse on Friday..when I had spent 2 hours stuffing their stupid envelopes to be told that they had to take them back as the girl who had given them to me had put the same post code on ALL the letters!!!
Felt sorry for my boss! LOL
Anyway...other than that its been okay.
Had FIL's birthday so we had a nice roast beef dinner and just chilled with them.
Rocco has not wanted to leave me alone this weekend either..so cute...hes been sitting at my feet just staring at me making the oddest sounds...sounded like Gizmo from the gremlins..plus he keeps trying to climb into my lap.
Guess I smell of food!! LOL
Been kind of avoiding writing so I don't obsess too much.
Very glad I didn't too as I think my obsessing would not have paid off.
Was getting very excited as my gland hadn't showed and was getting no normal AF symptoms.
But Saturday the gland popped up..although today is popped back in again and I don't know if I'm sore because I strained my arm trying to get the umbrella on the garden table up.
I don't know...I could say there are other symptoms like gums bleeding or feeling a bit icky..temp going sky high today...but then I have had all this before..(Except temps..but then i woke a few times and its really hot at the mo) so basically I think the only way to tell for is whether I get a BFP or not..and so far its BFNs..so its 90% onto next cycle...but its all good.
Had my bro over at the weekend..was really nice to see him...introduced him to DBFs family and we sat in their garden so the dog could run about with their dog.
The weather was absolutely amazing!!
Its all been really quiet of late really...I am soo tired though...with the hot weather I'm sleeping less easily..and I forgot to take my pain killer before bed so my back was hurting...OMG..what a moany entry!!
Can't moan..life is good..I'm good...will see if it gets better!!!
Well AF is officially a day later...no sign this morning either..although I believe she will show up today..as I got my LH surge a day late I reckon it means my cycles up by one day.
All tests are BFNs.
So its just the waiting game.
Boobs are tender..gland is up a bit..all signs of AF.
Been feeling nauseaus..but then..I seem to be feel nauseas all the time.
Anyway..pretty sure if I were going to get a BFP I would have it by now...so guess my scycle is just changing.
So will wait it out..but if my cycles a bit longer..then I would be due on on my birthday next month..so it could be a nice present. LOL
Saying all that though..I just wish AF would get here as its doing my head in!!
ARGHHH,,,,,shes being very evil this month..very evil!!
Its actually 14 DPO..not 13!!
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And so she slies through the window this morning.
Hey ho..better to know than that waiting.
Onto the next cycle and lets hope that brings good news.
DBF is being very sweet...seems to think we almost did it this month...and we are getting closer to the goal..like his attitude.
Hes being very cute.
Just had the floorplans for the cabin want updated and they have asked me to confirm so they can draw up the elavation plans.
Its very exciting...we should have the assessment back in a couple of weeks if the elavation plans are done as quickly as the floorplan!
Over the last few months i had thought the BCP was out of my system as after an initial day of brown AF I would have a day of red and then it would again petter off into brown and then stop.
Well..yesterday when AF made her prescence known it was pink..then when I went to the loo it was bright red...now today it is still bright red...feel like I am bleeding soo much.
but the thing is..I feel really happy with it..its like all the times I thought that my periods were back to normal...that actually they weren't quite and that this is my first full out period.
I can't believe how healthy its making me feel...stupid thing to get excuted over isn't it..but..there you go..small things..small minds and all that.
Feel like I could sleep for a week though..LOL
Very glad I am finishing work in an hour..then I can get the chores out of the way and relax...eat things with lots of iron...hmm..think I've done that already with 4 bars of dark chocolate..and I'm not a chocolate person..so..
Hey ho..its nearly the weekend and i so hope that this AF is the beginning of the perfect cycle....time will tell!! LOL
Af has left the building now and its just to wait for my little egg to leave the departure lounge.
Have to say at the moment I have next to no sex drive...Which is very odd for me...but I'm sure it will come back.
Need to get it back of DBF will feel like i'm just after his men..LOL
Had a nice weekend but have had a headache since sunday..was really bad Sunday and has just been a little bit since then...maybe I'm tired.
Saw my friend on saturday and it was lovely.
pregnancy really suits M...she looks radiant and her and her hubby are so excited.
they are also very jammy.
She came of BCP about a year ago and have been using condoms since.
One evening after gettinga little tipsy they decided not to use a condom..R said to M that she knew what could happen...she was like..nah..not the once it won't..we wouldn't be that lucky...and lo and behold..first time..only time she gets pregnant...I said to her shes a jammy mare...but so happy for them..they will make the most amazing parents..they have the type of relationship you would strive to have with your SO...its amzing the way the interact with each other..they make me feel so loved up when ever I see them.
Didn't go to the hen party due to my headache...don't think I'm too popular about that...but I really don't know the girl very well and I'm sure she wouldnt miss me...a couple of the others girls seems a bit annoyed...they said how was I supposed to make friends in the village if I didn't go..well...maybe there is a point but I was ill and really couldn't face a night of drinking and whatever.
Feel quite guilty..but...what can you do.
Got her wedding this saturday..and I'm looking forward to it...feel more comfortable around a mixed group..I tend to get on better with the lads in the droup then the girls..i mean a couple of the girls are fab...I don't know.
got a lovely new dress for the wedding..love it...plus I'll wear it to the Denmark wedding in October.
so many weddings...on the 19th I have my best friends wedding in cork...the bridesmaid dress should arrive over the next couple of days..need to find a dressmaker to take the hem up a bit...but can't wait to see her walk down the aisle...she'll be a beautiful bride.
anyway..onto a days work now.
What a lovely weekend.
The wedding we went to was amazing.
Even the speeches were good.
The father of the brides speech was very short but actually amde me cry it was beautiful.
He had a letter that the bride had written him when she was a wee nipper..he said he had had it on his wall at work for 20 plus years and it summed everything up..he read a little..it said I love my daddy and my daddy loves me...so cute..he was crying and the bride was crying and I was crying..and lots of people were...it was lovely.
the reseption was held at the grooms dads place..it was huge..like a country estate...the house was like a manor.
Had two wooden log cabins off to the side..one in which the groom himself used to live and that was huge too.
They had a massive garden fenced off with so many roses growing it was like a fairytale and then they had massive of land around it.
there were at least 50 cars parked on one side..and then the other side was the marquee...which was massive and heated.
they had posh portaloos...with music and flowers and they smelt nice!
the Bride was beautiful..her dress was amazing.
The Groom so happy.
They were so happy they sneaked off to consumate their marrige but didn't close the door...you can guess what happened...hahahaha...bless them..good thing they aren't shy.
Its CD 12 for me today so should get a + today or tomorrow...going to test when i get home tonight.
Trying very hard to take it easy this month.
Just relax and not put pressure on DBF..although saying that he is chomping at the bit to get started.
Especially since another of our friends has just told us she is pregnant again.
she was worried about telling me in case I was upset.
Mad woman..I'm over the moon.
Its not like we have been trying for ages and ages and that we are disheartened...it will happen when it happens.
I can't imagine myself ever not being happy for someone or being upset just because we aren't pregnany yet.
Hey..each new pregnancy I see brings me and M closer to the front of the queue for our little one.
DBF asked me if I liked the name Frodo the other day..told him it sounded like a Lord of the Rings character and what with his surname...which would rhyme...no nono!!!
He did mention the name Gabriel though...too much Heroes!! LOL
But I like that..so we have 2 boys names now...guess I know what DBF would like as first born. LOL
Life is good.
One more full week at work then I'll be missing in action from the 17th, back on the 23rd.
I have my best friends wedding to go to in ireland..the bridesmaid dress arived on Friday and it is sooo gorgeous..oops..haven't tried it on yet and need to see if I have to take it up as I'm a short bum!
Then we get back on the 20th and I'm off until the 23rd as my birthday is the 22nd...can't wait..I really hope my darling mum remembers and sends me a baby for my birthday as i would be testing on my birthday!!
How cool would that be.
Anyhooo..onto my days work!!!
Hope everyone had a top weekend!