Oh oh oh...how scatty is this!!
On Saturday morning I was making Michael and I a cup of tea.
Put the tea and the milk in the cups, put the milk away and boiled the kettle.
Michael was standing next to me as I was squeezing the tea bags but the cups were freezing..I said to Michael that I didn't understand the kettle was hot so why was the tea cold..he pointed out that I had gone back to the fridge and topped the cups with more milk when the kettle had boiled,,,just didn't use the kettle...
I actually really and truly can't rmemeber doing it..I was soooo confused..I am sooo stupid., LOL
Nothing to report really...all quite on the wetern front captain.
MIL haas ducks in her pond..they hatched ducklings over the bank holiday..shes worried that they will get knocked down if they go and visit the other pond across the road as they did last year, but when visiting MIL's pond.Can see her concern...the road is a bit of a mare as its the main one in from Chelmsford and people tend to ignore the 30 hour speed limit there until the town builds up a bit more.
Michael had a fab curry cooking when I got home last night..was divine.
Got our Swedish/Danish friends over tonight as they fly to Denmark tomorrow and they wanted to crash at ours as the airport is so close.
They drive down from Leeds after work so I hope they aren't too late as I'm looking forward to seeing them and T is about 6 months gone I think and I can't wait to see her and bump. Shes such a slight girl it will look strange to see her with a basketball tummy.
Have one of Michaels friends 30ths on Saturday so going Go karting...wasn't going to go as REALLY expensive..but darling man has said he'll go halves and he'll pay for all the extras...I'm a lucky girl...feel bad about puppy being left alone though...so will have to get FIL to pop down and feed and walk him.
He had a sneezing fit the other night and was bashing his nose on the floor...was funny but worrying, had to put my hand under his nose so he didn't get a bloody nose...he was fine after though..so couldn't have done any damage.
This 2 ww is sooo boring this month..90% sure we haven't caught the egg, so really just waitng for a new cycle..lalalalalala....
Maybe SO will put out more. LOL
Feeling a bit queasy today..but I think its due to being a little hungry and also more than a little tired...that damn mattress..Michael forgot to turn it...so hopefully tonight it will be turned and I won't sink into it.
Although I was less uncomfy as I slept right at the top of the bed so that was better.
We had our friends over last night.
T has 10 weeks to go and she has got no extra weight other than the baby weight..lucky girl..she looks radiant.
They had a 4D scan too and we watched the DVD..OMG..what an amazingly wonderful thing..seeing the little one yawn and grimace and smile and all sorts..well looked liked smiling.
At one point you could see where the equipment was being pressed on the little boys head and it looked like a horn was appearing on his forehead as the picture stretched...we teased them both saying they were going to have alittle devil...I so want a 4D scan when I can.
Michael said it was way too expensive..but then he melted when he saw the dvd.
I got all lumpy in the throat..its amazing.
I'm now doubley desperate for my BFP.
Sadly I'm starting toget AF symptoms...my main one is that the gland under my arm is tarted to swell..its not fully up yet, but when I touch under my arm I can feel its a little sore..so...I am probably into next month..but I knew that already.
Our friends were asking when I was going to join the club..I laughed and said when Michael puts out more...mind you saying that once we went to bed last night after seeing the scan he was keen to play...sadly not at the right time of month..but hey..never look a gift horse in the mouth.
What a morning...been to the dentist to get my teeth cleaned..I'm now all sparkly.
Tried to call work to give them an ETA..surprise surprise no answer..had to call boss directly.
Get in and my computer isn't on..VM not checked and a lot of sickness calls and irate customers.
Then a colleague from our scottish office has called to say that he has been trying for hours to get through.
Phone wasn't even forwarded to the girl who SHOULD have been at my desk checking for meeting and sorting things.
I am actually really annoyed...I'll bet the coffee machine hasn't been sorted either.
I can understand if I'm late for an hour that noone needs to sit at reception..but 3 hours..its totally unprofessional..and its me who gets it in the ear from staff and customers....very glad I have a meeting with my manager today.
Had a great evening last night playing badminton..I'm gradually improving and feel like I had a work out last night...its so funny to watch the boys stress when us girls miss an easy shot....they have such tempers..but its even funnier when after slating us they miss or serve wrong..hahahaha.
Think we have people over for dinner tonight and then its go karting tomorrow for one og Michaels friends 30th birthdays..wasn't going to go..but...
We were talking last night and I asked Michael that if in the next couple of months we get a BFP would it be possible to keep it quiet for 12 weeks and then let his family know by giving them a card with a scan...he laughed and said there was no way he could wait..he can't keep a secret...especially from his mother. Thats fair enough...I asked him also if he would want us both to do the test together or whether once I got a BFP whether I could do something silly to tell him...he was like...no..just tell me as soon as you know..okay..I said awwww..can't I do something like leaving a bun in the oven and getting you go look..he said..NO..you've told me now it wouldn't be a surprise....hahahahaha
He keeps asking id I'm up the duff yet..I keep saying it won't be this month...he says..WHY??..I say because we havn't had it at the crucial moments..he sticks his bottom lip...I guess there is a small chance..but I feel all my AF symptoms at the mo..so know I'll be on next week.
But theres always next month.
Hopefully he'll have more of a sex drive in the next cycle.
God I've got the hump.
DBF just rang me ranting down the phone that the dog had got a pack of beechams off the owrk surface and had eaten them and I had to be more careful and check that everything is pushed back now puppy has to spend mornings in the kitchen again (Due to waking the neighbours)
I mentioned that I didn't know for a start that he had bought some headache tablets and secondily he dealt with puppy this morning, I just got up and went to the dentist.
He said that he cannot alway be expecterd to remeber and I have to check behind him....hmmm..
Anyway he asked if he should call the vets..I said yes.
I called back and said actually scrap that..take him to vets straightaway!!
He said I'm not doing it I've got things to do..I said..right I'm coming home..he says..get this....well he hasn't eaten any I found the box and there are none missing.
so basically he had a munch on the pack and tore the box up..thats it!!! What was the point of scaring me rotten!
If he wanted an excuse to call me..why didn't he just say he wanted to call me rather than trying to have a row!!
But I will take him at his word...I will double check everything he does now....oh I'm a petty cow but if he needs me following him around checking everything hes doing is right I will.
Cor...he makes a mistake and I get yelled at..I make a mistake and I get yelled at...I'm fuming.
He has since apologised...but...grrrrr....it wouldn't be so bad if the people I worked with weren't such lazy...not able to type the words...roll on the weekend!!!!!!!
What a weekend.
Was very nice.
Had dinner with friends on Friday night and D offered to take puppy out for a couple of hours Saturday while M and I were at Go Karting.
Got really traverl sick though as soon as the car started moving I felt so ill..could have been because I was hungry, so had a sandwich..didn't really help..but as the day wore on it wore off.
That was a good day..although I didn't take all my turns on the kart as it was scary..and although I'm 90% sure I'm not pregnant, that 10 % made me want to be careful..considering if I went fast it felt like I was on a vibro machine and if I went slowly..which I did I had people smasing into me constantly..so thought it best I let the boys play and I went and had a salad. LOL
We went out for dinner with the birthday boy and I had salad again...really want to get my tum and hips down so I can get into my summer clothes..stupid I'm so little but I turn into a beach ball round the middle and its horrid.
Got home about 2300 and was so pleased to see Rocco hadn't had one accident..we were sure he would, even though our friend took him up to his for a couple of hours to play he was still stuck in the kitchen for a 5 hour stint..he got lots of rewards when we got home.
He soooooooo good.
Puppy class today...see how that goes. Still haven't got a done on command but do have a down on a point!
Need to buy some carrots as thats his fav snack.
Yesterday we went up to D and N again//seen a lot of them recently and had a bbq there...got a good colour..although it seemed cold where we are so I wrapped up to walk to theirs and had tight black jeans on and I was baking..please I wore a vest top under everything so my arms have caught..yay!!..feel healthier with a tan.
AF due Thursday or Friday...can really feel my body preparing for it...my boobs are 3 sizes bigger and painful..last month it was only one of them this month its 2...never had this problem on the pill, but since I've come off its like having a dead weight on me...walking is painful..dog leaning on me is painful..roll on AF so it stops.
Just want this cycle over so I can start again really...See if M will actually be a little more forth coming..LOL...maybe a turkey baster is an option. LOL
Well its almost crunch time!
Had a night sweat last night woke up so disorientated was convinced I didn't have to work today and was so disappointed that I couldn't snuggle back to sleep.
Guessing I'll have another night sweat tomorrow and then Polly will come and sit on my shoulder..but at least it means this cycles out of the way..and this month we WILL do it properly even if I have to tie Michael to the bed!!! LOL
But you never know do you...if I haven't had a show by Friday or Saturday then I'll bite the bullet and test, but not going to waste a test on a 5% chance..they are way too expensive.
Had puppy training last night and because there was a one week break due to Bank holiday the puppies were hard to control...Rocco was running around and so distracted that even food couldn't get his whole attention.
He got so worked up he threw up on the way home...knew it was going to happen as he was yawning a lot and very quiet.
Very strange as thats what I do when I get car sick.
It doesn't help with his attention span that the training let him jump up and they give him loads of attention..how am I supposed to stop him jumping and being a pest to guests when the professionals can't even resist playing with him when they greet him...arghhhh....hey at least hes loved and irresistable eh? LOL
Going to the theatre tomorrow to see an Inspector Calls..looking forward to it..Michael said we'll have dinner at carlluccios...or how ever you spell it!!
Going to be tired, but looking forward to a nice evening out.
Anyway..back to the grindstone...best do a list to let people know what they have to do when I'm not here..like check Voicemail..the simple stuff...hahahaha
And so it begins again. ..pah...but hey ho.
But at least my cycle starts early..so it means I will O sooner..and find out sooner.
Plus around the time I'm due to O we will be on a mini break in wales so excuses for lots of boinking....hopefully!!! LOL
Plus I should know if we have been successful just before I go to Barcelona for Izzys hen party..so I'll know if I am official girls looker afterer..or whether I can have a couple of glasses of cava....so its all good!!...plus another month means a month smaller for Izzys wedding..don't want an overly pregnant cheif bridesmaid eh? LOL
Michael bless him seemed very concerned for me and I think it may have hit home with him.
He makes jokes about my 'baby maker' not working..but understands that he needs to add the correct ingredients...LOL
Apparently I was sleep sweating really badly last night..Michael rang me to see if I was okay while I was on the way to work...said it was like trying to cuddle a overboiling kettle last night...I really hope we knuckle down this month...I mean you can't make a baby through Boinking 4 to 6 times a month at the wrong times!!...hey ho..it will happen when it happens..I think my only fear is my age and the older I get the more risks there are....and I don't know how we would react if those risks became a reality...I'm a little more sure of me..but not of My DBF.
Time will tell.
Going to the theatre tonight so that will be great fun.
Have a great day all.
I am soooooooo tired!!!!
Went to see an Inspector Calls last night...was good..I think..it was a bit strange and couldn't work out if they were inside or outside and the Inspector seem to be very hyper and loud..chasing the other cast memeber round the stage in an odd way..was hard to keep a straight face in places..but had to as was so close to the front.
Was a good idea..but..I don't know actually if I liked it or not..was weird. LOL
Got home and poor old puppy was not amused at just being let in the garden and put back to bed.
I couldn't sleep..the cat was trying to get the blinds open and then running round like a mad thing.
Then there was a huge cat fight outside...don't know if it were my cat..but it set the dog off..so very little sleep..wishing I had booked tomorrow off as we have badminton tonight...so can't have an early night there either..hey ho..nearly Sat.
My period is a bit odd I think...haven't had that gush that I get normally...thought I had come off this morning...but haven't...its all watery brown, with (TMI ahead) with stringy clots....but once thats wiped...its gone and then the watery stuff appears a bit later.
Its back to like when i was on the pill...thought it had sorted out...haven't had any bright red only a miniscule bit of pink...yuk yuk yuk!
guess my body is still getting it out of my system.
My left nipple hurts too..but only if I push against it...both have been a bit crusty around the piercing for a couple of weeks..so guess I have soap in there or something.
Need to rinse better.
Just want this monthly out of the way as its grossing me out.
Plus I feel ratty and emotional..I see something cute and I get a lump..or hear a song or if I get excited I feel like I'm going to cry.
I'm so lucky that it is only once in a while I geet emotion and suffer with my periods.
I know a lot of people suffer every month.
God roll on when I can not have one for 9 months.
I got my Cheri prediction...whoop!
Thanks for being patient with me while I got back to your reading. they show you with a BOY and they relate him to MARCH so this is either birth month, conceive month or the month you find out in
When it comes to your son, they show him as someone who is always curious and always asking questions. Even when he has a good idea of what is expected or what needs to be done, he would rather have the in depth version of the instructions to make sure. He does not want to have to do something and then repeat it. He is someone who is a bit of a perfectionist and seems to always have a good memory. So when shown/told how to do something he is usually really good at it and gets it done.
I think that you will find that he is someone who is not predictable. he loves change and often finds that changing things around often makes things better. He has a large circle of friends, often will hang around the same group for awhile before hanging out with someone from a different crowd. He just likes to learn new things and experiences and you can't do that if your always doing the "same old same old"
I see him loving to wear sweaters with the hoods. Hes not one to get cold and never seems to mind when its really cold outside. Almost like he is always hot and would much prefer the colder breeze on him.
I see him as someone who keeps his thoughts to himself. He would much rather just deal with things and then go from there. Usually has a pretty good plan on what he wants to do and then spends his time focused on that area and really does not want to be bothered with starting something else until he has already finished what he is doing.
When it comes to career paths, they show him preferring to be in an office type setting. I see him wearing business attire, and seeing him sitting on a board of directors. They show this position he holds as him having an education to be there as well.
It also says he be into muscle cars and have get married about 26 and have 2 boys and a girl!
My Jenny prediction said conception date would be June/July and I would have it in March..11th and 16th I think were the relevant dates.
Lets just see..I O next weekend...have told DBF that its every night..he said he'll do a maximum of 4 nights in a row..well..we'll just have to make them count won't we. LOL
I'm so tired and so glad its Friday..got to go shopping after work tonight..so I can make Michael his fav steak pie tomorrow..better get some of his fav scrummies in too..meaning lots of chocolate..a way to mans heart..or sperm in this case is through his stomach..haha.
A nice quieet weekend is planned...as in..we have nothing planned..although I may go to Primark and pick up so shorts and floaty tops for my hols next month.
Life is good and I hope you all have a fab weekend.