Not a lot to report today.
Picked up my great grandmothers engagement ring yesterday afternoon after having it resized.
They had polished it up and the band wasn't wonky and Oh My God..it is soooo beautiful...so want to wear it..but not until we diecide to get engaged..thing is now I want to get engaged..hahahaha...was going to ask M last night if I could wear it..but chickened out..I think TTC is a big enough step without pushing engagement on him...especially when its only because I want to wear the ring. LOL
I will want to be engaged when I pregnant..but no rush for that yet...marriage isn't top of the agenda, I just want the same surname as our bubba.
I love M to pieces and I know we are striving for a lifetime so no need to rush.
But the ring!!!!...its so so so beautiful!!!...square emerald with chips of diamonds bordering them...the band is a thing 18 carot gold and there is platinum leading up to the stone on the band...I love it...it is so beautiful!!
I should o in a few hours...yay!!!
I guess my little egg has been released now..or should be any minute...feeling the little pinch this morning.
Got a baby boink in last night although we were laughing most of the way through it.
I can't remeber how it started but I asked M if I could wear my ring..he said I could do what I wanted..I said oh..does that mean we're engaged..he said NOOOOOOOO...and laughed hard..and then the conversation went a full circle...but this time when I said are we engaged he just laughed...so the seed is planted...I'm hoping another seed is too. LOL
I'm guessing he'll be chatting with his mum today over whether we should get engaged....I really hope so..LOL
Off to see Harry Potter tonight!! Can't wait..then another play when we get in and then we'll have done all we can and its down to fate again...I'm assuming I'm in the 2ww..or rather 13 day for me..I dpo tomorrow by my guess.
Not doing well at the temping need to get used to it..but we will see what happens.
Hmmm...got another +opk yesterday...so not sur if it was on its way down and I o'd yesterday too..or whether I o toady or whether I am currently Oing....got the twinges...but not as full on as normal...just the odd sharp spike that takes my breath away.
Have to say I'm pleased though as it widens that window a little bit...only hope DBF is up for another session tonight..poor dude was talking of pressure last night again and wanted me to do all the work incliding getting him up...doesn't make for a sexy night when its like that...but as I've said before..my drive is higher than his anyway...hey ho...
Saw Harry potter last night..it was fab!!
Won't go into it as I know lots of people want to see it.
There was an amazing storm last night on the way home too...the lightening was beautiful.
We went to KFC before the film and there were loads of flying ants..I sid to DBF that that means there is going to be a huge storm..and it happened...he said I should be a weather girl...LOL
Hope everyone has a fab weekend.
Had a lovely weekend although the weather was rubbish...got lots of housework done and we moved the football table out of the dining room...the room looks so much bigger..DBF is putting the laptop etc in the alcove where the plants were and the plants or on the other side of the room..it looks really good.
We have been looking into log cabins too for a potential new home...the ones we have seen are so beautiful and you can make them to your requirements and are so much cheaper than houses which means there is a chance neither of us would have to seel our properties and I could continue to rent mine and he could start to rent his...the rent from his could potentially covr the mortgage.
His folks have a lot of land and we would ask them if we could build on one of the fields.
DBF said it may be hard as we would have to buy the land as gifts like that are hard to get and there is a lot of tax to pay.
Also hes not sure if they would want us to build there..I said wait until I get pregnant and they will be more than happy for us to live there as we would be only a few seconds walk from them instead of 5 mins..LOL
I said to DBF wheter he thought we could make it a reality and I was really into that idea and I was excited but he thinks its just a pipe dream really...but you never know!!
Been temping all last week and I have to say I'm sure I'm doing something wrong...its like the swizz mountain range up and down everyday...had a dip the day of my first +opk..which didn't make sense..then i had a couple of ups and downs then I had a huge rise..which if I ent just on the surge etc I would have expected to say i had O'd..I also had a couple of glasses of wine which probably did it..but yesteray morning I was back down in the 97's and the same today...I don't know if I o'd or not..I can only go on my surge really.
Also a bit worried I'm getting a UTI again as I have been peeing alot...yesteray I peed when I got home from the IN laws but I actually peed myself a little bit while laughing...(DBF was pretending to eat the dogs dinner and he was jumping around barking telling DBF o leave his food alone so I pushed DBF head in it, he got some on his mouth..it was sooo funny)...then again within half an hour..then again half an hour later when I was running a bath..then while waiting for it to run I peed 3 more times within minutes and it wasn't a little squirt either...not a full wee but ebough..then I was up and down until I went to sleep.
To early for that to be a pregnancy symptom...so confusing!
a wee again now!!!!
i guess whatever happens happens...I'll try and stick at the temping and see if I can get it any more accurate....its hard to do as I have ben waking up during the night and not knowing if I should temp then as i need more than 3 hours sleep to do it..and..maybe thats why I'm waking up as I'm panicing over doing it right.
Yhink I'll stick to my +opks!!
Temp went up lots again today..did as someone suggested and just did it when my alarm went off...see what happens tomorrow with it.
My gland under my right armpit is starting to swell again...a little earlier than normal..or maybe i just haven't noticed it this early before..but prtty sure that says i'm out..but a friend of mine said last month that how could I know for sure..I've never been pregnant so don't know if that gland would come up or not..fair answerreally..but...can't visualise me being preganat..sometimes i feel like I'm just playing and its all make believe.
Not sure if that makes sense.
Had SIL over last night, was good to see her..shes fab...dog was even well behaved and I was surprised to find SIL giving him fuss rather than saying to get him away...good sign of puppies behaviour and our training.
Got the personal lesson tonight that should help things even more.
One of our friends has Swineflu...they have been treating their son for it too..but now they know the dad has it....this swine flu lark is just getting silly. Its really scary too....especilly as a lot of people don't even know they have it.
Thing is he was supposed to go and see a match in Peterborugh with another friend and can't go..so M was invited..I had to say no as we are having the trainer round and he and i really need to do this together...guess he isn't too bothered..he hates footie..but I know he would have liked a lads night..hey ho..can't be helped.
Had the private puppy lesson last night..which was actually just sitting down and discussing what to do with rocco...he was going crazy over S...behaved worse than he has for the last two weeks...jumping on her..licking her jumping on the chair behind her..managed to cut her face too..not sure if it were claws or teeth...mind you she didn't notice i had to tell her she was bleeding..he was just so happy to see her.
She said it was because he classed her as aplaymate and had always fussed him at class which was something she shouldn't have done.
We got a plan together on how to cure the seperation anxiety...which is just making sure we don't fuss him before we leave, we have to put him in his room about 20 mins before we go anywhere and just go about our business with no contact..that over time should help.
Also if yhe misbehaves while we are out like chews up something we CANNOT punich him...something I have been trying to get through to DBF...not sure if we are going to be able to maintain this as DBF wasn't feeling well and hid in the bedroom until S had left...hmmmmmm
Saying that though he did say if I right a ground rule list he will abide by it...will do that today and I hope that he does.
We can only tell Rocco off if we catch him in the act and telling him off is verbally, no spanks!
Its going to be hard work, but if we work together then we should be good.
Appaerntly rocco has bonded overly well with DBF hence him getting more upset when he leaves..and that I need to work on my leadership skills as Rocco at times doesn't show respect for me..normally when hes showing off in front of friends...LOL
When its just us or regular visitors hes okay....
DBF laptop is playing up at the mo..for some reason it won't see the wireless network at home..but does at his mums..so we have his friend over tonight to have a look and to have dinner...be good to see him.
not a lot to report....no feelings on the baby front yet...feel normal....only time will tell.
Nothing to report at all today really.
Had a bad tummy ache last night but that was because my jeans were too tight..hate it when that happens..its sooo painful..so went to bed and left DBF and his firned downstairs.
Nothing really different this month...i guess the only thing is that I love the smell of fast food on trains at the mo and normally I hate it.
Oh and I hated the smell of dinner last night nad normally I love it..but that one was probably due to my tummy ache.
Nothing has me swinging eiethr way...but my fertility thing from Dr Amy says implantation would occur around tomorrow..so too early anyway.
I'm getting slight cramps bu thats normal too for me after I o...I tend to have aches and pains almost comnstantly.
M's friend brought his dog over last night so the dogs had a whale of a time playing...have to say I left them all to it and went to bed..but its nice to know the dogs had fun and DBF had his laptop fixed. LOL
Before I left work yesterday i got a very sharp pain above my left ovary..I went to the loo and saw some brownish streaks on my undies.
Nothing on the tp.
started getting very excited.
Got home went to the loo and double xhecked..then when I wiped there was a bit of colur..wiped again and it was like a pinprick of red and then a bit more...something clicked in my head..and I pressed on that damn ingrowing hair that has been a bit cysty and low and behold it was that..ARGHHH
Glad its finally decided to pop...but I got so excited...hey ho!! hahaha
Its nearly the weekend! Whoop!
Got a wedding reception to go to tomorrow...should be fun.
Hope you all have a top weekend.
Well...my boobs are killing me...very sore to touch...can't read too much into it as i have had painful boobs in the past with AF.
Also feeling very queasy this morning..but not sure if its because I want to feel quesy..if that make sense.
Also so tired...went to a wedding on Sat so had a reasonabley late night..plus a couple of glasses of rose wine...but ended up sleeping in til after 9am..then slept for a couple of hours at DBFs sisters too.
Feel sooo tired.
Lets hope I'm not ailing for anything...some friends have had swine flu and looks like another has just come down with it...so lets hope my sypmtoms are either PMT of pregnancy...was going to POAS today and totally forgot..hey ho will try tomorrow....
Weekend was great.
Tried my hand at cheese cake on Friday...white chocolate at that..and forgot to add the eggs..had just put it in the oven when I realised...so pulled it up and whisked up the eggs adding them one by one and stirring them into thew cake....hmmm....came out with a white chocolate omelette on top...hahahaha...was edible...but...I'm such a numpty!!!!
Well tomorrow is the last day of this cycle...i wonder what will happen thursday
Boobs still painful..they are really diagreeing with my bra.
Have to say that there is one thing that I have noticed that is a bit different..tmi ahead...stop reading for those grossed out...I get sore boobs on and off..sometimes painful sometimes just achey..but I have both my nips pierced and they do get a little bit of crust around the piercing most of the time..but..the last couple of days its been alot and I'm having to clean alot and they feel quite sore when I turn the piercings...particularly my left one...in fact just nudged it as i put the phone down and it made me wince...oh I don't know...i'm obsessing...I even peed on an opk last night to see if there was anything..got a faint line and went crazy...
did hpt and opk this morning and both snow white.
Hey ho 48 hours til d day!!!
Still fel a tad queasy today, but not as bad as yesterday.
DBF said he thought I looked pregnant yesterday...he was referring to my fat tummy!! LOL
Anyway..not a lot to report really.
Very tired, but slept badly s my back played up again..wondering if its a AF sign when I startgetting all this pain as i have been reasonabley okay in bed..still have an achey back but nothing like to day..woke at 0445 and had to keep getting up and stretching.