From wife to mother...a CO girl's feelings

while this is probably nothing...I wanted to note that I am exhausted this afternoon. This morning I felt good but I'm really tired right now...I think its the large lunch I ate...but I thought I'd take note anyways. :)

something else that might be totally unrelated....my gums hurt!! like they feel tingly when I touch them with my tongue....and when I chew its almost painful...I noticed it last noght when brushing my teeth....but I think it might be the whitening trays I'm using...again...worth a note I guess!!

June 7th, CD27, 10DPO

Still getting BFN's....I don't usually have signs of AF and I still don't have any. I have been getting small tiny lil twinges in my side but I think I always get those and I'm just now starting to TRY to feel every pain and twinge.

I have noticed a bit of CM and looking back on other charts I haven't ever charted CM this late in my cycle...again I may just not have been charting CM by those times.

I don't feel pregnant, I'm a little bloated but could be due to AF

No sore BB's, no nauseas...nada.

My temps are still high but I've also ben waking up hot in the morning....I"m afriad to change anything in my cycle in fear that it will show I' not pregnant.

Blah....I'm stressing over everything, I wish I just knew either way....although I really wish it is a BFP!!! I'm praying and constantly thinking about it.


I promised Dion that I would test with him tomorrow morning, I wish I would have told him like Monday or Tuesday...I think if I don't get a BFP with him he'll give up hope...I think I'll see how my temps are tomorrow morning


Im also going to try to watch my water intake after 6:00 tonight because my FMU is very dluted because I drink so much water..I wonder if that can affect the concentration of Hcg???

Anyways...I'lll try to update tomorrow!!

June 8th, CD 28, 11 DPO....still BFN! and my te,mp dropped this morning.
I recorded it at 97.86 at my normal time but had my mouth slightly open because its the first time all week that the alarm actually woke me up...so I retested about 7 minutes later and it was 98.05.....still low!

I didn' tell DH I tested this morning...I knew it would show a BFN and theres just something about this that I don't want him to ever see a BFN just the positive....I get AF every month so he's already used to that.

Well I've been analyzing my chart and since my temp went down today and I'm on CD28...AF should be here today or tomorrow at the latest.

I soooo wanted this February baby....It woud have been just IDEAL......if we get pregnant next month the due date will be around my bday......not sure how I feel about that yet.

Alright well I"m ot giving up total hope until I see blood.

June 9th, CD 29, 12DPO
OOOMMMGGG..I saw something this morning...on 2 different tests. I posted the pics on a couple other threads but I'm not starting my own until I test with DH tomorrow morning...He wants to be there for it and since I'm a little uncertain, tomorrow will be perfect timing.

OMG...i think this actually might be it! I might be pregnant. There are so many emotions in my head right now...I want to TELL everyone...but promised I wouldn't and won't until at least 8 weeks...i can hold out that long. I'm obviously over excited and can't concentrate.....my stomach is doing flips, I'm so nervous....I just want to today to be over already so I can test tomorrow!!

OMG...I know I wasn't going to get my hopes up , but they are UP! WAY UP...I want this sooo bad now...I really didn't think that it would be done but I just hope and pray that we did it!

My temps show it, a very faint line shows it, lack of AF shows it....it has to be it right?

I'm so glad I didn't switch back to caffiene...i do wish I had hit my goal weight but I think for the first trimester...i am going to lose a few lbs anyways...if I can get down to like 132ish....that would be great. I weighed in this weekend at 135.6 so it won't be too difficult!

I was tired yesterday, took a 3 hour nap and still slept soundly. so maybe that's a symptom...I also had some cramping but had assumed it was AF on her way. I currently feel cramping on my right side.

OMG...We'll find out tomorrow...with DH what we do from here!

Oh I think I'm having heartburn...never in my life have I ever experienced it...its not overwhelming...just like a tingly feeling in my chest. oh and my bb are a bit sore...maybe swollen...but not that I've noticed much!
Still have some Creamy CM...but not much! ALl good signs in my book!

I can not believe this is happening...I'm again just overwhelmed with emotions!! Happiness and SHEER joy top the list but nervousness about the future and being a mom also. I'm ready and have been waiting...its just now that its a reality( oh almost a reality) its a very surreal feeling! Like I never thought I'd be here but here I am...kinda the same thing as being a bride on her wedding day I guess.

here is the very first test I took this morning...I know you can't see the line here but in real life, it was there...obviously it prompted me to take another one....
(its a comparison shot between 11DPO and 12DPO)
http://i61.photobucket.com/albums/h5...rkandpg017.jpg
and here is the one I took right after I saw *the line* just to make sure
http://i61.photobucket.com/albums/h5...rkandpg024.jpg
http://i61.photobucket.com/albums/h5...rkandpg025.jpg

I think because I was having short cycles( only 27 days and not 28) my EDD will be a lil off.

My last Menstrual Cycle was May 12, 2008
I know we conceived on May 28th (because we didn't DTD for like 5 days before then)

I have 2 different EDD: February 16th http://www.intmed.mcw.edu/clincalc/pregnancy.html

or Pg.org says Feb 19th

other cool info...

First trimester ends August 6th (there's no way I can wait that long to spill this news)

2nd trimester ends November 19th

WERE PREGNANT! Got a blazing positive last night!
http://i61.photobucket.com/albums/h5...9617/PG011.jpg

My tests this morning were much more faint but heres a pic of all of them together...so far...I still have 2 left and will do those and also buy a digital...I hope they start getting darker soon!!
http://i61.photobucket.com/albums/h5...9617/PG007.jpg

Still not having any symptoms...I did have some cramping this morning on my walk but went away and I also had a very small amount of brown spotting. Doc said that was normal...FIRST ULTRASOUND is scheduled for JULY 9th! I'll be 8 weeks!

DH is soo excited! I can not wait to start telling people..I hope the time flies!