Hi every one today I will start my ttc journal.
My DH and I have only been trying for a short while but I am already becoming frustrated!! But I know I shouldn't hold much hope to soon, as my DH and I both have health issues that may impeed our chances.
My mother though who have more loops than fruit loops knows and is excited and just can't wait to tell every one that we are "trying to have a little one". I just wish sometimes that she would think before she spoke as we have both told her that it may never happen..
Ok my darling factors going against me are:
1.An autoimmune arthirtis called seronegative arthropathy
2. When I was sixteen i was diganosised with PCOS which at the time didn't bother me that I got my periods every three months as they always managed to embarass the heck out of me no matter how hard I tried for them not too.
3. Because of the above mentioned I have taken BCP up until recently.
My Dh husband isin't int he clear either.
1. DH was born blind and now has some sight due to five operations when he was a few weeks old. And to keep his sight he has had to use a good seires of various steriod eye dropsover the past 25 yers. And because most people who use these type of drops are over forty no-one really knows the long term effects on fertility.
So I am feeling a little hopeless but at the moment DH sees trying for a baby fun and I hope it stays that way. As i need the good times to get through the bad week when AF comes.
I will descibe my bad week in the hope that i find that I am normal for this point of time in my life.. My bad week usually starts with the worst back pain which i spend the first half of the day hoping it just my arha giving me heaps then to the constant dull ache which gives it away and then by the evening i become irritated and cranky (at this point DH likes to duck for cover) then she shows and I become a sulky mess for a day or two until I get over the fact that I didn't concieve. Than i enjoy my week of moody cat becuase it make my work a little more interesting.
But either way the test yesterday came back negative despite beging over due for a decent AF (had strange spotting with no bleeding last week). Have been super tired the last three days and have had a great deal of nausea today and I can't stand the sight of food again.............. :? .....................but will let you know as I see the GP next week....