So very soon it will be 2 years that I stopped BC and started TTC. I cannot believe it will be 2 years.
Believe it or not, there is a big part of me that has accepted the fact that I may never have another child, BUT I have been blessed with a beautiful little girl that loves to dance and go to school!
I've learned to look at the positives. LIke sleeping in, an independent child, no tantrums, etc...
BUT then I have moments like yesterday when I got to spend time with my almost 2 year old niece and saw how my daughter played with her the whole time and my heart sank. AND the look on my husbands eyes when he looked at her was just heartbreaking.
So those are my thoughts for the day. I think I'm just extra emotional since it's my mom's birthday tomorrow and it's hard during the holidays without her.
Thanks for listening girls.
DD Emily 2/10/05
TTC since Dec. 2009
*IVF #1: Failed early MC*
*IVF #2: Baby Cecilia born at 22 weeks.
~ Tacie's Space ~ TTC #1 since Jan 01, 2006
Huge hugs to you lovely.
May thenext few months brung you all you wish for.
TTC 2 Years +
(((((HUGS)))))))) I have totally been there in my 6 years. You would think that as time goes on it would get easier, but it never does. May the future bring you what you wish (((HGS))))