Well in a few weeks it will officially be 6 years of TTC. How crazy is that??? I haven't even ever held a job fro that long!!! I can't believe that I have devoted 6 years of my life to this gah!! We are still moving forward with adoption, but I am still having a hard time letting TTC go. Honestly I don't know where we even stand with it right now. I am just now starting to get almost BFN tests.....Can we say dragged out much? I mean for crying out loud I would be 14 weeks right now and I am still getting the faintest of faint line!!!I haven't been in to have a beta in about 3 weeks just because I was sick of being poked.... I should prob go in soon but I know it is under 10. I will prob go back on BCP's for a few months just because that is what is best for my PCOS, and I need to replenish my B vitamins since the shots I have had sucked them all out of me and I am seriously feeling the effects of that, hair loss, tired, etc. Anyway I am thinking of setting up an HSG in Sept just to see what is going on with my tube, if it is now blocked or??? I guess that way it would be easier to put things to rest if I know it is blocked now, or on the flip side continue TTC if it is clear...... I do know one thing though if my tube is not blocked, NO MORE FERTILITY DRUGS!!! I do not think it is a coincidence that I have had 2 ectopics being on them, so all natural from now on period!! If I only knew then what I know now......sigh...... Anyway sorry this is so long, and that I haven't posted much. I have been lurking around and keeping up with most of you, and for any new comers that I missed, WELCOME!!!