i got news from the doc today on the baby's chromosomal work up. it had trisomy 18. it wouldn't have lived to term or died shortly there after.
i feel relief and some closure but i am still so very sad! all that time ttc... 2 m/c's the first year ttc... over one year after them, finally pg... and this is my end result.
i'm really stuck in the "why me?!" mode.
i just want a freakin baby. come on.