Hi, My name is Wendy and I have been TTC for nearly 2 years now, I'm on cycle 20 or something like that, I have lost track. We were referred to a fertility clinic after our GP here was being painful so I sought another GP to refer us. Initially our clinic said they could work with us as my husband and I live an hour and a half from the clinic and both work full time, and he doesn't get sick days so we needed a freeze to be done and he only gets Monday off. Fast forward them cancelling an appointment because some one else was ' more important' and then telling me they could not do Monday's as that is egg retrieval day and they don't have time. We are listed as having unexplained secondary infertility, I have pretty normal cycles (although a crazy few have popped in lately) and hubby had a great SA. I have had a few very early losses, two confirmed by early very positive HPTs and a few suspected as I have given up on testing.
I am at the point of not being able to do this anymore I am an emotional wreck half the month.
I also have a 3 year old son, Ronin who was naturally conceived the first month of trying. No one thinks I need any tests, I went to a GP when our hopes of IUI seemed to be gone to see about progesterone and have a pathology request for CD 21 blood work, but not sure I will get there this month as that falls on Friday and I have a court hearing so have to be at work early.
I guess thats all, I just wanted to introduce myself because I am finding myself lurking more and more over here lately.
Thanks. I hate that anyone is here. We may be able to do IUI next cycle if we need to hubby did a freeze today. I really hope (and this is the only time I will ever say this) that we have just wasted money on it and that I will get pregnant on my own. Fingers crossed
Thanks everyone. Stuck in the two weeks of delusion and believing I have 5 million symptoms. My temps aren't really high so I do think it's mostly delusion this month. It's just so hard, I never thought this would happen. We had some issues with my MIL last year where she was running her mouth and so was her partner to strangers (nurses in a hospital, one who happened to be my aunt) and said they hoped we never had more than one child, so yeah I have anger and sadness all mixed together.