Its so frustrating eh Mary..I know I'm going to get a postitive in the next day or so...but M is being rigid...I know its doctors orders...but I want to do it this month!!...I don't know why I just do!!!!!!
I will win!!!! LOL
Thank you for the prayer it is totally appreciated!
Here's my vents. Last cycle, which was my first on clomid, I was having pregnancy signs. I was cautiously hopeful that we finally caught the egg, but then my uninvited aunt from hell arrived. I made an appointment with my doctor for the next day and an ultrasound showed that I have a cysts on my left and right ovaries :rolleyes:
I also watched Nick Lachey's TLC wedding special and I got so jealous of Vanessa Manillo that I was sobbing half the day. She has a best friend, but not a mother who is involved in her life. I have the exact opposite situation. I have a loving mother for whom I am grateful for, but no best friend. I would give almost anything to have a female best friend. I would love to be someone's Matron of Honor, and I would love to see my best friend get pregnant and have a baby.
*hugs to you all*
Venting is all good. Reminds us that we are just human and **** happens. Eat ice cream, swim naked in a lake, make out in the back seat of your car at the drive in. Have fun, because we can't let TTC take over our lives. :)
Ugh, about ready to disable facebook. I have ANOTHER mom friend who just announced their pg with baby #2; the worst part is that she lives in the neighbourhood so it's very likely I will be meeting up with her sometime soon.
I'm very sad. :(
Mary Thanks for the prayer it was well appreciated!!
Sophia ughh i know that feeling must hurt . My friend told me she was expecting as well but i dong feel sad abt it because shes been ttc for a while so im happy for her but still my feeling of whats taking me so long still lingers ... But hey what can I do but wait and pray right?! My gyn told me that if im not pregnant by the end of summer she will consider me for some fertility treatments so lets see how that works out .. Hopefully by the holidays i will be expecting if doing it on my own doesnt work
Liz - Go get 'em, girl. I bet you will win ;)
Rachael - You are so right, we definitely can't let it take over our lives :thumbsup:
Sophia - sorry, girl :(
Ever have one of those "ironic" moments? I had one this morning. I'm over it now, but thought I'd mention it in case anyone can relate. I didn't get to go for my run yesterday morning (I'm training in the Couch to 5K program), so I planned to this morning. But I woke up later than usual and knew I had to get up and go run before it got too hot, and... guess who decided to be all lovey dovey all of the sudden? Yup. Not near O day, nor any other day really when there's PLENTY of time or on one of my non-run days, no... had to be when I had to get up and go. :rolleyes: Just gotta laugh at the irony sometimes. Not that it mattered for ttc reasons, but hey, you never know when that egg REALLY comes out, right? I did have strong O pains again yesterday. Not sure what that was all about. Ah well, I'm over it now. Life goes on, right?
I'm not here to vent but to give out big hugs!!! This whole TTC journey stinks!!
007 Fan, I hear ya, we've moved quite a bit and now our house is for sell, hoping to move to a more friendly area I guess. I can totally relate.
Just wanted to say I love you all very much!
I just put a huge vent "note" up on FB this morning over this whole Obama BC pill stuff. How about Clomid for us struggling? Or help with IVF? Or help lower adoption costs or something? Totally unfair because I'm now paying $40 for prenatals versus $20 but yet BC pills won't even have a co-pay. Sorry, some of us are TTC not preventing and a little help would be great... :( I'm sick of seeing friends struggle and feel they're losing their dreams of holding a baby in their arms.
I have a huggee vent today and i really need you ladies today ok so here it is:
So yesterday my dad got admitted to the hospital because his ekg showed that he had a massive heart attack but didnt have any symptoms .. So im kind of worried because a heart attack for him could be a silent killer because of no symptoms .. like what if one day he just doesnt wake up or one min hes uP and well then next min hes gone! My mom is a nurse and shes worried as well .. They have been married for 25 years and she was like not handeling it well at ALL and she usually keeps it together . She and my sister were in like tears and i couldnt cry to be strong for them u know..
So im in my 2ww and im feeling weepy but getting cramps like af is about to show and im sitting in starbucks holding back tears im so damn frustrated with this whole ttc process .. Im like ready to take a break but DH is a little more optimistic .. I had a D&C about 2 years ago and i think thats why im not getting pregnant.. I fell soo .. Idk ladies .. My gyn says that if im not preg by summers end we will see what we need to do .. Im doing everything right exercising eating sorta right ( im trying) taking prenatal vitamins bd every other day using preseed yet nothing ... I hope to GOD im prego this month i really need this .. Now im off to meet with my trainer and im noy even in the mood .. I just need a prayer and a crying session but i dont want to do it in Starbucks ... Talk about embarassing ... Well thats my Sunday Vent....