driving myself nuts!!

I hate this. When it's someone else you are trying to reassure, everything is logical and straight foward. Yet, when you reverse the role and you know you should be taking the same advice it's torture!!

I KNOW I should wait a few days and test again, I KNOW a line is a line, and I'm 99.99999% sure the trigger is gone....I'm still freaking out.

I'm also having a bit of pink when I wipe today so I'm freaking out about that too. Again, the usual advice would be "It could be a good sign, it could be implantation bleeding", but it's still scary when it's happening to you!!

Grr....Friday can't come soon enough!

In truth, if this isn't it, I'm not sure I can continue doing this anymore. It's been too long. I can't deal with the pokes and prods and tests and medications and injections and waiting. I hate it.... this HAS to be it....

It doesn't help that DH is away this week as well.....

UGH, so sorry! I wish I can give you some insight on whether these tests should look like that or not but I have no idea how it works. I really hope that FRER is an early BFP!! :bighug:

You know focusing on loosing weight has really taken my mind off TTC. I haven't even thought about it really. All I can think about is being healthier for any future pregnancy. Maybe you should start doing something to take your mind off things for now. I think we have all felt like we want to give up!

Best of luck!!!!

Can you go and rent some movies to keep you busy? Like some comedies, to make you laugh and not worry. 10dpo is still early, HCG doubles every two days or such, so there probably won't be much difference between yesterdays test and today.

IUI is pretty intense, I give anyone tons of credit for going through it but I understand you not wanting to go through it again. You can always go all-natural and try herbs, acupuncture, etc, if your FSH level is pretty good.

Easy for me to say "hang in there"... but try and know we're here for you. /hugs

Waiting is HARD with a capital H! I agree with Jennifer, rent some funny movies or something to take your mind off it! SO HOPE this is it for you, girl! *Huge hugs*

Thanks girls. I'm just going crazy today at work and I kind of dread going home tonight. I'm running out of things to watch on Netflix!! DH took the xbox so there aren't any games I can play (except on the PC). Uggg......

There's always...Angry Birds :) Not sure about playing it online but DH has a cool new phone that I'd love to steal...er I mean, borrow. :)

Netflix has Tangled on, kids movie but it's pretty good.

SLEEP!!! LOL! OMG I would sooo sleep!

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I've got everything crossed for you! And I completely understand the stress you are feeling going through the IUI....all the early mornings, some tech trying to find someplace to stick you, constantly watching the clock for what time to give yourself a shot, worry about the u/s results, having to schedule your ENTIRE life around all of it to make it happen, and then just the "normal" 2WW pressure on top of all of it. It takes all of your strength and will, and you have tons of that. You'll get through, and I'm praying that this is it for you. You deserve it!!!!

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I'm sorry Rach. :bigarmhug: I hope this is it for you too, I can't even begin to imagine how hard the last few years have been for you. Just know I'm always here rooting and cheering for you. :) And Jennifer is right, my 10 and 11 dpo tests looked almost identical, and both were super faint. I think you're probably smart to want to give it a couple days before testing again.

I totally get you Hun. Think everyone has said it.
I am praying that this is it!!
And that the pink is implantation. I think thar would fit the time line.
I know what you mean about being too long a journey. My mind set is like that at the mo.
It's horrible.
But I have to say I swear I saw something in your frer.
I can't wait to see a stronger line!!!
Huge hugs sweetie.
Xxxx