a close friend of mine just called me to announce she's pregnant. i'm so fed up with having that feeling when you hear someone is pregnant.
then as I was walking to the pharmacy today I saw 3 pregnant women. i've been very emotional i think since my surgery is next week and i can't help but have this feeling that something may go wrong. my mom had uterine cancer in her early 40's and this is how she started out.
sorry just need to get this off my chest, maybe I will feel better later.