Our little girl that we lost in November would be, "due" any day and I am finding it hard not to go to that place. I think the fact that my SIL is also due any day with twin girls as well as my good friend with her little one makes it even harder, becuase I look at them and think that should be me..........Ugh, how do I get through this??? I thought that being pregnant with another by this time would help, but obviously that didn't work out. I am finding it hard to let go of the idea of having another baby within my body. Most days I am ok with it and I feel ok with choosing adoption, because I would choose it anyway at some point since we have always wanted to adopt. The other part of me jsut wants to be pregnant one last time. I guess it is hard to explain. I am tempted to have another HSG done after things are healed up just to see if it would even be possible, because who knows how damaged my tube is or if at all???? Of course there is always IVF, but I just don't think I could handle that emotionally right now. If my tube is good, maybe I could take a more natural approach and try to get pregnant that way...... Or do I count my blessings and not tempt fate? How can I get over this and learn to let it go? Oh girls, what do I do?????