Just kind of bumming out for the holidays... I know there must be a few of you out there that feel it this time of year too. If we had gotten pregnant when we started or soon after we'd have a toddler to do this with.
My two babies are past the fun and magical holiday it used to be. In fact they are just plain grumpy from just coming back from my ex's house. I wish they would just cheer up and be happy that it's the holiday!
I've been trying to get my mom and my sister to come do christmas here with the kids. I found out today they got together and did christmas today without us. Or even inviting us. That was a harsh one.
Do any of you get down around the season? Or do the fun and festivities take your mind off the lousy stuff?
I do hope all of you have some fun and good times :)
Yup, my depression gets really bad with the holidays.
I finally talked to my sister about trying for a baby too... most of my family doesn't know we've been trying. She's mad at me. And I think hurt, but I don't know why. This day has not been awesome.
I miss my mom alot.
:bigarmhug: I used to think about how old my child would be if we had gotten pregnant when we first started ttc (2004). It's a crappy feeling for sure! I have a home day care so am around little ones all the time, and we have friends with little ones, so I find that I can live the magic of the season through them. My daughter is older too so I understand what you mean about it being a bit different now then when they were younger. I'm sorry to hear about your mom and sister. I hope today is a better day.