So I have been so good with my diet and exercise........Until today. UGH! I am so stressed right now with trying to figure grad school stuff out and our family from Germany sent a goodie box a few weeks ago so there have been yummy German chocolates and treats in my freezer, which may I point out I have not touched lol. Well today I had one of those, SCREW IT!!! I NEED CHOCOLATE NOW!!! moments and I found my self standing at the freezer grourging myself....LOL. Now I feel soo completely guilty. I almost feel like if I let myself cheat I am cheating myself out of a baby....If that makes sense??? So not I am going to have to add an extra mile to my work out tonight just to balance myself out. Seriously how crazy do I sound right now?? I can't eat sugar or I won't get preg........Yeah, it is offical TTC had made me nuts!