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I'm hopeless

So I told you guys awhile back that I was done with ttc because I had had my fill with our BD issues, right? Well I was done. So done.

Then babies came along and insisted on staring at me and looking all cute and adorable and doing everything that babies do and, well.... you know.

Then when we BD the other night, it was successful. :shock: Took us both totally by surprise! Too bad it was 2 days after I supposedly O'd (at least according to my temps since I wasn't doing opks--yes, I was still charting :rolleyes:), but then I started to obsess about whether or not is was possible the egg could have lasted long enough.. or maybe I o'd later than I thought... you get the picture.

Ugh.
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Not hopeless...just hopeful. Smile I laugh at how many times I said I was done but ...we just aren't quitters until till menopause finds us that is. 2 days past O ...still got a chance. (Sorry not been posting much, just super busy and been listening to a positive affirmation CD lots.)

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I agree, not hopeless, just hopeful. Smile I know the feeling Mary. I think many of us can relate. I just got a referral to yet another clinic in my area and am just waiting for my appointment date. Felt that I need a second opinion and well... you just never know right?! *sigh* Friends of ours just had their second baby 2 weeks ago and she's just so absolutely precious! So I totally get the whole getting bit by the baby bug! Wink I agree, you aren't necessarily out this cycle! All the best!!

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*hugs* Nothing wrong with being hopeFULL!! Crossing my fingers because I think 2012 is going to be full of miracles!

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I agree Rachael!! 2012 is going to be FULL of miracles!! Smile

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Mary that only makes you human!! I hope that this did the trick!! :bighug:

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Thanks, ladies, I can't get over how supportive you all are Smile

I feel silly saying this, but my bbs started to get a bit sore yesterday and today they're more sore, and Saturday I was super duper moody, worse than I've ever been in my entire life, lol. Then this morning my temp went up (to see my chart click on the Charting Board link in my siggy, then go to the Chart Stalker's thread stickied at the top).

I'm sure it's all in my head, though. Ah well, it's fun to dream, right? Smile

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Oh mary I promise you I would do a happy dance if you get a BFP!!!!! Smile

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That sure is a pretty chart Mary! Biggrin

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I echo everyone else lOvely!!
Totally.
A happy dance naked round the village would be my reaction xxxx

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Totally hoping for you here, Mary!! Biggrin

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"Lizbet22" wrote:

I echo everyone else lOvely!!
Totally.
A happy dance naked round the village would be my reaction xxxx

ROFLROFL Thank you, Liz, I can always count on you to make me laugh! I think I would probably join you in the dance if it happened this month because it truly WOULD be a miracle! Lol

And thank you Marisol, Jodi, and Sophia, too. Hope is always a good thing to have, even if it doesn't work out, right? Smile

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Liz is just too much!!! Mary, that's all we all have at this point.

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Mary, I just checked your chart and saw your temp jump up today. Keeping my fingers (and everything else) crossed for you!

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"mrs.doolittle" wrote:

Mary, I just checked your chart and saw your temp jump up today. Keeping my fingers (and everything else) crossed for you!

Thanks for checking up on me, but... I'm thinking it's just a fluke high temp. I'm still spotting today, though only brownish so far. I didn't put it on my chart this morning because I wasn't spotting yet then. Off to put it on there now....

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Though I admit, I was quite surprised by my temp being that high this morning. Still... not putting any stock in it since I am spotting. We'll see what tomorrow brings.

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Oh I'm very hopeful Mary!

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Thanks ladies but as expected my temp dropped this morning and she showed this afternoon.

Onward to next month and hoping for another surprise. I put my chart back in my siggy as a sign of hope and remind me not to give up.

I still don't think we'll actively try, but you never know.... meanwhile I'll be rooting for all of you! Smile

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So sorry she showed! Sad Glad to see you haven't given up! :bighug:

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I'm sorry Mary. *HUGS*

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Sorry I only just now saw this thread. Just wanted to pop in and say I'm rooting for you Mary!! I really hope you get a BFP soon!! I am always thinking of you and sending you good vibes Smile

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Thank you, Caitlin. So good to "see" you, by the way. I need to swing by your BB to see how that LO is doing Smile