Not looking good Fab update!!

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Lizbet22's picture
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Not looking good Fab update!!

Had some really light brown discharge this morning.
Then after my break at work I went to the loo and found bright red in my knickers.
Seems to have tapered off but the hospital wants me to go in for hormone checks.
They booked me a scan for tomorrow but called back saying that they had spoken to a colleague and I was to go in now.
Wish me luck
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dreamchaser's picture
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:bigarmhug: Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers Liz!!

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*hugs* I have everything crossed for you that it's nothing!

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Oh honey. Huge good luck to you. Hoping so hard everything is ok...

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Back from the hospital.
No news as yet.
Had a different experience then before.
I saw a doctor who checked my cervix.
He said it was closed and there was just old blood there now.
He took some bloods to check my hormone levels and they will call later.
I have a scan booked for tomorrow afternoon if the levels are okay.
He did say that he thought my bloods from last week were rather high but as I have no symptoms he doesn't think its a molar although the thought had crossed his mind.

Now trying to decide whether to go to work tomorrow and go to the hospital after....I am cramping a little bit but nothing major.
Still have brown blood but its minimal.

In the heart of hearts I know this is bad news....with my track record you just have to be realistic.
Even if its okay for now I am pretty sure it will turn out the same as always.

Its just a case of deciding how many more times we want to try...I am certainly not getting any younger,

Well...time will tell eh?

I am okay...as normal...
Even Michael said to day that it gets to a point where you just aren't upset anymore because its just the normal way of things.

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*hugs* I really am rooting for you though still!

But I totally understand where you are coming from. At some point we just become numb to all of this, don't we?

If it makes you feel better (not sure if it will) my mom had two kids at age 16 and 17, had 16 miscarriages after that and one tubal where she lost one tube, and went on to have three more kids (me and my two younger sisters) between ages 39 and 42.

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I'm so sorry you are even going through this! *HUGS* I am still hopeful that this isn't bad news. There are many reasons for bleeding during pregnancy. Try and stay positive hun! Keeping you in my thoughts.

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I'm keeping hope for this too honey. Maybe it's just that you've had things happen so much, that it's too hard to believe that things will be ok. Big hugs to you. Wish we could do something to help!!

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Keeping you in my thoughts Liz.

Sending lots of hugs and kisses your way.

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Aww Liz my heartaches for you!! Sad I really hope it's nothing and that everything is just fine. Bleeding at this point is fairly common I had it with DD the entire first trimester!

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Oh hun...I am going to keep my fingers crossed unbelievably tight for you that you have a nice sticky bean in there that just is giving momma a little scare. You're in my thoughts and prayers Liz!

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Lurking....Liz I've got everything crossed for you! It could just be a SCH. Hoping you get some news soon! Thinking of you!

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Thank you girls.
I really appreciate it.

Hospital didn't call back so I have just called them.
Numers are 36558 which is 15000 above what they expected and are hopeful.
I said that my bleeding is a bit heavier so not sure...it is dark brown.
I said can a sch cause brown blood...she said yes...but wait til the scan....
I am well aware numbers don't mean a viable pregnancy.
Plus they are doubling at 50 hours and the normal is 72 at theis stage....can't help but think molar...but I know I am being a worry wort.
Scan in 6 or so hours,
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Fingers crossed for you.

With my last pregancy I had bleeding that started at 6w4 days. It started off light but it did get worse for the next 4-5 weeks. They were able to see the HB on the U/S at that stage but before I had the U/S told me that not seeing anything yet didn't mean anything because that is the time period the HB starts.

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Thinking of you hun. KUP....

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Oh Liz, I'm so sorry. Keeping you in my prayers and sending positive vibes your way. Please keep us posted!! {{{HUGS}}}

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We have cysts and heartbeat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Heartbeat!!! Oh my goodness that's excellent!!!! Smile

What do the cysts mean?

Lizbet22's picture
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I have a cyst on my left ovary which is bleeding and is probably the cause of my bleeding.
Been advised to put my feet up for a couple of days.
Will go back to work on Christmas Eve so then I work one day and have 2 off then work 2 and have 2 off etc means I don't over do it! Smile
Ideally they want me off work until I stop bleeding...but needs must!

Scan still on the 2 of Jan...hoping this little one stays pumping!!!
I am happy but still cautious!!!
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I'm tearing up for joy that there is a heartbeat!! I know you are not in the clear yet, but Yahoo

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Omg that is the best news ever!!!!! Smile jumping for joy over here!!!!!!!!

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Thanks ladies!!
Def not out of the woods yet...but at least its good for now!!
doesn't he look like a diamond ring!!! Smile
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That is sooooo awesome Liz!!! I've been watching for your updates and am soooo happy this was a good one!!!!! Smile

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Yay! I'm so happy for you that everything looks good for now! I really hope it's just the cyst causing issues! And he/she is very cute!

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Whew, great news! Resting is good, feet up, etc. A heartbeat is wonderful! Keep positive....

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Oooooh Liz I am so relieved to hear this! I know you're not out of the woods yet, but seeing a h/b and having a tangible reason for the bleeding (the cyst) is SUCH good news. ((((HAPPY HUG)))))

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Whoohoo! Awesome news Liz! Such a relief. I will keep my fingers crossed that the bleeding stops!

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Yayyyy for an heartbeat!!!!!

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YAY!!! That must have been awesome to see your little bean's heart beating away like that!!! So happy for you!!! Continuing to keep you in my thoughts and prayers my friend!! *HUGS* SO HAPPY!!!! Now rest up!!! Biggrin

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Thanks girls!!!

I actually gagged today too!!
Now that is a first for me!!!

Bumped into MIL in Tesco this morning while I was just getting some food in and she is excited too...we had to tell her as M came to the hospital with me...M came home briefly earlier and I told him and his mum had already told her...he was very happy and gave me a little forehead kiss!
Hes so nervous of getting attached...him me both!! Smile
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Aaaaahhh!!! This was nervewracking to read!!! I can't imagine actually experiencing it - Liz, you are so amazing!! I've been praying for you ever since I first saw your post (was on my phone and it's a pain to actually log in and post and whatnot from there)...

Any new news? Smile

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LOL!!!
Its nerve wrecking to live through!!!
Bleeding on and off all the time really.
Boobs less sensitive..almost normal...but really tired and icky and spotty and soooo moody!!
Next scan is Wednesday so that will tell me a little anyway. Smile
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Liz, I can't wait to hear about your next appointment!!!!

I imagine the bleeding is very stressful, even though you have a reason why. I bled for 6 weeks with this guy, and even though I knew why, I was still totally freaked about it the whole time. So huge hugs on dealing with that.

Anyway, so excited for updates! Stick baby bean, stick!!!!

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Hoping to hear good news soon. :bigarmhug:

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How is everything? ..... still thinking & praying for you here....
lots of love! Smile

Lizbet22's picture
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All good here so far!!
Touch wood!!!
Everything seems to be going really well...even measuring ahead.....so happy!!!
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When is your sneaky scan? Can't wait!!!!

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Next scan is Wednesday week. be 10 weeks or so. Smile
I can't wait either. Smile
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