it's been a week since i lost the baby. i feel like i am healing, physically and emotionally. dh has been really great to me. he wasn't as supportive for the first two m/c in 2010 and we had a really serious talk... now he's 100% there for me.
i miss the baby terribly. i work through the day and try not to think about it. night comes and i am so sad.
on a more humorous note, dh and i haven't had sex in a long time. we haven't had sex since we conceived in aug! first, we abstained b/c it wasn't safe, then we abstained b/c we were too scared. now we abstain b/c we have to wait for the cervix to heal. we've stared to call each other "roommate" or "bff". what else can we do but laugh about it?