it's been a week since i lost the baby. i feel like i am healing, physically and emotionally. dh has been really great to me. he wasn't as supportive for the first two m/c in 2010 and we had a really serious talk... now he's 100% there for me.
i miss the baby terribly. i work through the day and try not to think about it. night comes and i am so sad.
on a more humorous note, dh and i haven't had sex in a long time. we haven't had sex since we conceived in aug! first, we abstained b/c it wasn't safe, then we abstained b/c we were too scared. now we abstain b/c we have to wait for the cervix to heal. we've stared to call each other "roommate" or "bff". what else can we do but laugh about it?
Me - 33 AMH 1.22, DOR, Polyspermy
DH - 30 Low Testosterone
WOOF - Annabell, 7 & Eleanor, 8
TTC #1, 7/2009
2 M/C's 2010
1 M/C 2011, tri18
2 IUI's 2011 BFN
IVF - 4/2012
BFP - 10dpt
u/s 5/7 - HB128, one bean!
u/s 5/17 - HB150, 7 mm bleeding (eek!)
u/s 5/24 - HB162
u/s 5/31 - HB180, NT .8
u/s 6/7 - HB161, NT 1.15
us/ 6/12 - HB143
I am happy to hear that your DH is being supportive. It helps a lot. 6 months later there are still times I need my DH to hold me while I cry and remember my little one.
Hugs and if you need to talk just let us know.
Sean (38 )
Robbie (8 )
Bailey (April 2, 2011)
"The soul always knows what to do to heal itself. The challenge is to silence the mind." Caroline Myss
There support is so important and I think sometimes they don't realize. I don't think it's that they don't care they just don't see and feel things the way we do. I'm happy he finally came around!!
LOL on the nicknames!!