so, since IF struck in 2009, i've placed my energy in something i can control - my career. does anyone else do this? what do you put your energy and heartache towards to help you maintain sanity?
i'm just curious. i know we all cope somehow.
2012 will bring us all good luck!!!!
Me - 33 AMH 1.22, DOR, Polyspermy
DH - 30 Low Testosterone
WOOF - Annabell, 7 & Eleanor, 8
TTC #1, 7/2009
2 M/C's 2010
1 M/C 2011, tri18
2 IUI's 2011 BFN
IVF - 4/2012
BFP - 10dpt
u/s 5/7 - HB128, one bean!
u/s 5/17 - HB150, 7 mm bleeding (eek!)
u/s 5/24 - HB162
u/s 5/31 - HB180, NT .8
u/s 6/7 - HB161, NT 1.15
us/ 6/12 - HB143
I have found that focusing on the blessings I have in my life has helped me. And I'm also planning on going back to school to make a career change. I'm in a bit of a different situation in that I've had to stop all fertility treatments (in 2010 I was told I have premature ovarian failure) so chance of me conceiving is very very slim (heck we've already gone 7.5 years without birth control). I still have my moments and I'm sure I always will. It's very hard to let go of a dream you've always had, but I've been learning I have to accept what has happened and make new dreams for myself. Like you said, focusing on things I can control in my life.