..and how hard is it not to beg M to through me to the floor and ravish me....been very good though...no nook since Sunday..in fact M has been sleeping with a pillow between us...we haven't spoken about me being fertile at the mo..but I have my notebook in the loo so hes probably seen it..and he knows what the previous months have been.
Weird that I am oing soooo late...but..its cool.
But I so want to still be trying...it blooming hard not trying!
Have kept hoping M will just offer me a bit of naughties..but no...hes been good...and I don't want to say fancy a bit because then i would be blatantly disobeying the doctor....SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HARD!!!!
Frustrating as heck isn't it?? I guess if you feel the need, there are always work arounds right? Besides, just tell him that working up to it on his end will improve his...ending when he has it, and it also increases sperm count apparently.
Don't tell me things like this..i am way too corruptable...i have to be good..i have to be good..I have to be good!!!....LOL
Whats a month eh?....ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
It wouldn't happen this month anyway.....last month saw to that...so...whats a month....ARGHH!!