Hey ladies, haven't been on lately. After last months BD marathon and no BFP, let's just say it affected me. I feel defeated. I haven't even BD this cycle. I "may" give it a shot today but I really have no desire. I think this may be one of my lowest moments and to top it all off a good friend/co worker thinks she's pregnant. Her baby just turned 1 last week, and she really doesn't want to have another one so she isn't even happy about it. I couldn't even convince her to take a damn HPT, she's in total denial. So then u have us that would be over the moon happy with a BFP and we can't catch a break. I'm actually crying while writing this today. I feel like I don't even want this anymore. I think I have officially thrown in the towel. I will JLIH and that's it for now. I took a OPK today and it was blazin positive and I didnt even care about it. Sorry ladies, but you are the only ones that understand. :bighug: to all!