Yup Day 46!
I went back through my chart and I had some very light spotting starting on the 24th of November, wasn't much but it did last for 4 days. If I use that as my LMP O would have been right around the time I was showing signs but didn't get a surge on an OPK (could have missed my surge, since I had stopped testing regularly) so AF would be due NOW, which means that BFN tests were done too early. Going to hold out another few days and test again.
Fingers crossed! When do you get to test?
DD1 Rowan, 9/26/10
Expecting #2 in August 2013
FF threw some crosshairs on my chart today. I'm at 3dpo. Bracing myself for the craziness that enters me around 7 or 8dpo. That's usually when I start looking at pictures of other people's pee sticks as if to will a BFP into existence. Then around 9 or 10dpo, I break down and poas. Even though it's negative, I will examine it under different lights, with and without my glasses, and turned at different angles. I need serious help.
Just to let everyone know how crazy I am, I actually peed on an opk this morning (6dpo) to see a faint second line which I knew, if it even showed, wouldn't be from hcg because it's too early for an that. I told my DH last night that I wish I knew if I would ever be pregnant again because if it's not in the cards I'd like to not get my hopes up every month. With low ovarian reserve I wonder if my DS was my only remaining good egg. My DH jokingly says that we don't need to have as many children as my sister (she has 5) because my only egg was "perfect."
Is there a 12 step program for poas addicts? lol I need to join! I don't know if you remember, the first month I started posting here, I started testing the day after I o'd. I tested every day, until AF showed. This month I'm hoping to hold out until at least 8dpo.
Your dh's "perfect egg" comment is so sweet. I'm going to be stalking you this week Beth!