AF is here :(
AF showed up today. I'm feeling really confused because I had some great "symptoms". I had myself convinced that I was indeed preggers even tho I kept getting BFNs. But it's not over tell the red lady sings...but ...here she is.
My brother thinks I convinced myself I was pregnant so well that my body starting acting pregnant.
My husband thinks the nausea is just from allergies and the tender breasts are just hormonal. My cycle right before I got my tubes untied...we had a scare because my breasts were tender and leaking without pregnancy and my OB sent me straight to a general surgeon who then proceeded to tell me its all hormonal. My OB could have told me that.
Dr. K (my tubal dr) said it's normal to have some fluctuating hormones and it causes confusion. (This was a convo before my tubal reversal)
Then...before the tubal, Dr. K made me take a test for my eggs and said it was lower than they would like to see but I'm a healthy 28 yr old woman and I've already had 2 kids and 2 MCs...He said my chances of getting pregnant before my tubes were tied should be the same after they're untied.
Then he did the surgery and said I had great tubes and minimal scarring...he was so excited and said we should be pregnant in a month or two.
Sorry this is getting long...I feel like I'm venting. I think I put too much pressure on myself to get pregnant the first month. I mean I was really sick right before my surgery and then I had the surgery. Maybe it was all too much for my body.
But now we're on CD1 again...so we get to try again. I'm hoping and praying we catch the 2nd egg. It's all good...it's all good. (to myself)
Thanks for reading. Sorry again that it's so long.
Don't be sorry! We're all here to help each other out in any situation.
Vent away. I know I'm listening :)
Thank you Katie. I think the hardest part of a BFN is not knowing why it's BFN. Is it because I had a little bit of caffeine or because we didn't DTD the day after the positive OPK...
I just tell myself and my DH tells me...it'll happen when it's meant to happen. I know some of you lovely ladies have been trying a while and I'm sorry to be a gloomy gus over this.
Just hoping and praying it happens soon - meanwhile I'm organizing and re-organizing the house lol. School starts soon for my girls and my eldest is going to Kindergarten. My little one will be home with me. So it might be nice to have a few months of non-nauseous time with her. (Won't keep us from trying tho.)
Thanks again for reading. Thanks Katie. I hope you catch your egg soon too.
I'm sorry, it sucks. It is so frustrating not knowing where the miss was. In reality, the odds of conceiving each month are pretty low. But that doesn't make the disappointment any easier to swallow. I've had 5 disappointments so far. Hoping to not have any more.
I'm hoping next month will be yours.
I've gone from DTD every other to every day now, this has to be the month. Has to be!!
Can you tell I'm slightly loosing my mind lol
Thank gosh schools starting soon so I can be a little busy with the excitement of a new start. But you said it, won't stop us from DTD.
I honestly can't wait til we all sign in and say guess what it happened!! I think I'd cry that would be so amazing!
Well time to DTD, sorry FTMI ;)
Katie, I agree. It'll be so amazing to finally see you guys with a BFP. You go get it girl lol.
Soon we test! Now hoping