I haven't been able to access the forums for a while since my old computer finally fritzed out and I had to go and get a new one. But now I am back and I have an update to my situation. On August 9th, I got a BFP! I kinda tested on a whim since I wasn't even due for AF for another five days, but it was strongly positive. I was so shocked I almost passed out and had to sit down on the bathroom floor to avoid the wobbly legs giving out on me. DH was knocking on the door asking me if I was alright and I couldn't even talk. I finally let him in and I pointed to the counter where the two dark pink lines were clearly visible. He goes "Is that...?" and I nodded, and he goes "Does that mean...?" to which I nodded again. He finally looks up and grins and says "Oh my God! I am a Dad!". I wanted to make sure it wasn't a fluke test (lol - does everyone do this r am I the only one who is this ridiculous?) so we went to the store after dinner and bought a different brand and tried again. Same results.
So I guess I am officially moving to the April 2014 board! Thanks for all the advice and the prayers and the kind, encouraging thoughts. My thoughts and prayers are with you as well and hopefully I will see some of you there or maybe following into the May group!
CONGRATS!!! I'm nearly in tears, I'm so happy for you! And you are not at all weird. I took multiple tests both times.