Made a BIG decision today. After waking up to a complete hormonal nutcase freak out I decided it's time to say good bye to the Clomid. I just can't handle what it does to me anymore and the 2WW has been harder because I get my hopes up so much more. My progesterone was almost 40 this month and it appears still no pregnancy. It's just time to take a break from the fertility meds. I may try Femara soon but for at least the month of December I'm not going to take anything. I took a test this morning after my freak out and it was positive...very very faint but looked positive, and this was on a dollar test. I've had false positives with those tests recently so I tested again with a FRER and it was negative. I'm pretty sure I'm out this cycle and probably for a while in the future now. I hate that it came to this but I just feel it's time that I make this decision so that I can stop being tortured so much each month. Hopefully we'll have a miracle soon.
Sounds like it's time for a break. This time of year can be particularly hard and adding extra hormones doesn't seem to help anyone. I will say that femara didn't have all the s/e of clomid. The tww is still tough, but at least you don't get the headaches and stuff.