Is it bad that sometimes I just get so tired of TTC? Especially with being on the Clomid we don't want to waste a single cycle of that and it's just hard sometimes. I feel like my life has gotten so much more complicated and I realize a child will complicate things further but sometimes I just feel like I'm a burden on DH or something. My parents and some of my family know we're TTC but none of his family knows and we really can't tell them. Last month we had to travel during O time which was difficult and not easy to get a BD in while we were out of town with my MIL. Now DH's dad just called him and wants us to go visit his aunt and uncle in DC during the week I O. He says their house really isn't set up for us to be able to BD very easily, and I honestly don't want to go through all of that again since it was hard enough last month to travel while doing this and I really want to make sure that we make the most of each cycle. Now DH is mad and says he's tired of being pulled in so many directions. I feel like it's my fault since I'm on this stupid medicine and we can't waste the time I'm on it. I thought maybe this would get easier as time went on but it's just gotten so much harder each time for one reason or another. Just need to get that out there. Sorry for the super long post.