Just went to visit our caregiver for our girls and she was so excited to let me know she's expecting. As much as I am thrilled (their 1st) I'm feeling a bit jealous. I guess I wish I was in her boat and not where I'm at
She's still very sure she's keeping my girls and will continue care, I'm ok and I know my girls will be thrilled when they find out (it's still early so we aren't telling them yet)
I just needed to vent. I am and was happy when she shared. Well at least I think I was. I'm sure I was and now I'm rethinking the whole thing again.
What would you do I feel I need to clarify? I don't want her thinking I'm not excited and I would keep the girls there after baby assuming she doesn't change her mind and even when and if we concieve #3
What about you guys? Has anyone left or have been in this boat?