But I don't think I want to ttc anymore. POAS yesterday and got a positive just to have AF let me know it's on it's way today? Quite frankly I am feeling so darn depressed lately that I just can't take it anymore. Regardless of all of the "perfect" results DH and I have gotten from our testing, obviously something isn't working or we wouldn't be on cycle 14 right now. I'm tired of not being successful month after month after month. My dh and I always wanted to have 3 to 4 children and now I am thinking we won't even have 1 child. It's the worst feeling in the world when every week I see a post on facebook about another girl that is pregnant.
I'm so sorry that I am rambling and emotional. It's probably my AF talking. Maybe I will just do the whole JLIH thing, but I don't know. This is so ridiculously stressful and I envy the women that have unprotected sex once and ....OOPS! Guess I'm pregnant!
Please don't get offended, I just needed to get everything out.