I have been so wound up about testing and obsessing about symptoms that it distracted me from thinking about the fact that I might actually be pregnant! I realized that last night and was like "holy sh*t, I might really be pregnant, which means I am going to have morning sickness and get huge and then have to go through LABOR again! And have a newborn again! And struggle through the first few weeks of BFing again! And do it all while chasing around a toddler!" :eek: It was a sobering moment. I definitely want to have another baby, but at the same time it is so scary! I don't want to scare any first time moms, having a baby is THE MOST AMAZING AND WONDERFUL thing you will ever do, but it is a total game changer and those first few weeks are tough (yet amazing and wonderful). Last night DH and I were in the kitchen eating dinner and watching our neighbor pacing around in the dark in his yard with his crying newborn in a snuggly and simultaneously trying to keep their 2 year old entertained so mom could make dinner. We were like "OMG, that will be US in a year!" Any other second time moms feeling the same way?