I've been thinking about this for a while and I have decided to drop out and no longer TTC #3. I have had issues with anxiety in the past and I took clomid this cycle. Today was my 1st day not taking it after 5 days and I felt really down all day and didn't feel like doing anything. I just had a panic attack and I'm terrified what the next 2 weeks are gonna bring. I can't handle this hormonal up and down anymore and I am afraid it would be worse after i had another baby so I better bow out so i can be here for my other 2 kids. I don't want to be on zoloft again and I want to enjoy their childhoods too so I guess #3 is not gonna happen
I will still be here wishing you all luck and lurking from time to time. I havent discussed this all in detail with DH yet so we shall see what he says. Maybe it's just the drugs talking but I am a hormonal mess and I'm worried about the next upcoming weeks with my cycle and what that's gonna be like now. So now i think i took the clomid for nothing cuz i will have a horrible period and horrible cramps and won't even be TTC. Oh well... live and learn. im just mad at myself cuz i knew better then to take a med like this that would effect my hormones. what a dummy i can be sometimes.