No June baby for me in 2012. And don't you hate it when AF decides not to show until about 10 minutes after you take a hpt? I mean, really, is it that hard to even have a tinge on the tp? *grumble grumble*
But I suppose I should be grateful. I'm not lying on the floor in excruciating pain or throwing up, like I was two months ago. And I'm not miscarrying. I'd rather not be getting pregnant than losing baby after baby.
You know, people told me when we first got married that because we didn't use BC we'd be having babies every year. We've been married almost five years, and I feel very lucky to have even one child. I don't know where people get this notion that it's easy to get pregnant, but for most of the women I know it's not. It seems like it's divided into two categories: couples who get pregnant if they so much as wink at each other without two layers of protection, and couples that struggle month after month to have children.
I feel lucky because even though DH and I fall into the latter category, two years is just not that long to have to wait for a child. I know women who had to wait ten years for their first baby. I know others who were never able to have children. It's only been 18 months so far this time, and I'm only 29 years old, so it's very likely that I'll eventually have another baby at some point.
I just wish I had some idea of how long this is going to take....